[La...] Posted February 24, 2014 Share Posted February 24, 2014 Yesterday, I skiied face funs off the Mammoth summit with my daughter. When I push my body real hard like this, I can get a precise indication of just how healed, or not healed, I truly am. Last time I skiied during my taper, I had a hard time, my mind and body were struggling. But this time, I felt almost 100% and was able to go full throttle day after day on really technical terrain. The message was clear, I'm definately closer to being fully healed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[sa...] Posted March 17, 2014 Author Share Posted March 17, 2014 Enjoyed a 3 hour coffee date with a friend I haven't seen in over a year. It was so awesome to see her, didn't miss a beat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[mp...] Posted March 17, 2014 Share Posted March 17, 2014 Enjoyed a 3 hour coffee date with a friend I haven't seen in over a year. It was so awesome to see her, didn't miss a beat. OMGosh dippity - how are you? Here's a good thing that happened to me today - I saw your light on at BB!! M. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[br...] Posted March 18, 2014 Share Posted March 18, 2014 Yesterday I made my meals, they take a fair bit of prepping and it seems like as soon as I have sat down from making one its time to start making another. I also went to the grocery store and picked up some fresh fruit and veg (wd friendly). I just had a quiet day with my gf and helped her clean up the house, well as much as I could with out flaring up my back. I went for a drive then just watched some tv. I could not watch tv during my taper, even now very occasionally its a little difficult. Its much better now though, no more constant serge to get things clear in my head with a bunch of ocd related thoughts, those days were crazy and thankfully nowhere near as bad as during my taper. Each new month sees improvements in all areas. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[hu...] Posted March 20, 2014 Share Posted March 20, 2014 Today I got my first reprieve after a particularly nasty 23-day wave - maybe it's just a reprieve and maybe it's the end of the wave, I'm not eager to speculate - just in time to be asked on a date by a very pretty girl I celebrated by going on a 6-mile jog around the park near my house. I'll probably pay for that tomorrow... but the moment is NOW. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Am...] Posted March 24, 2014 Share Posted March 24, 2014 Finally stopped talking to my ex, which was hard but better for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [Ti...] Posted March 27, 2014 Share Posted March 27, 2014 I fell in love all over again with my significant other whom I've been with for 6 years, it was a special day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted May 25, 2014 Share Posted May 25, 2014 Despite disequilibrium my son and I took a walk outside yesterday eve! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[sa...] Posted May 26, 2014 Author Share Posted May 26, 2014 Went for a walk in the park with my offspring. It was wonderful! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [Ti...] Posted May 26, 2014 Share Posted May 26, 2014 Figured out that the reason I have been so sick in bed the past few days was because the pharmacist I was getting my liquid Valium from was diluting the solution so I was slowly getting rapid tapered after I opened the new bottle.... I took some old pills I had and BOOM over sedated. That right there told me that what I was getting was NOT even close to the same strength. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[No...] Posted May 26, 2014 Share Posted May 26, 2014 Slept nine out of the last twelve hours. And me beard didn't even grow. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sk...] Posted May 26, 2014 Share Posted May 26, 2014 I just got hugged a lot by my significant other. Lunch was very tasty,too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [pa...] Posted June 10, 2014 Share Posted June 10, 2014 I had a small window last night and this morning. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted June 10, 2014 Share Posted June 10, 2014 I went to a show on Sunday and enjoyed it once the small wave passed. I also had a small window this morning :-) and despite balance issues I went out to vote this morning. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ib...] Posted June 11, 2014 Share Posted June 11, 2014 Forgave and resolved an issue with an old friend. Biked 8.5 miles. Slept 8 hours Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted June 12, 2014 Share Posted June 12, 2014 Had a window from yesterday evening until 1pm today! WOOO HOOOO! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[VC...] Posted June 15, 2014 Share Posted June 15, 2014 I slept about 8 1/2 hrs finally. Not that I didn't wake up, but I fell back to sleep quickly and kept on dreaming. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pe...] Posted June 15, 2014 Share Posted June 15, 2014 I slept in until 8:00 with my sweet little boys who usually have me up by 6:00. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted June 16, 2014 Share Posted June 16, 2014 My poetry book was published!!!! YIIIIIPPPPPEEEE! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ib...] Posted June 21, 2014 Share Posted June 21, 2014 Picked up grandson from daycare. Hung out all afternoon, read him some bedtime stories and put him to sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted June 24, 2014 Share Posted June 24, 2014 Walked vigorously, had a window!! So glad to have positives!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[VC...] Posted June 26, 2014 Share Posted June 26, 2014 Yesterday drove 50 miles to spend time with grandkids, shopped, cooked, and crashed Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest [to...] Posted June 26, 2014 Share Posted June 26, 2014 Yesterday drove 50 miles to spend time with grandkids, shopped, cooked, and crashed I hope you meant crashed as in, "fell asleep peacefully," and not crashed as in, "I totaled my car after narrowly avoiding death from an on-coming 18-wheeler Congrats on your time out! It'll be that much easier next time! Today, I am moving along in my Icelandic lesson, which I had given up on for a long time, until I discovered a much easier-to-follow book the other day. Last night, I stayed out on my porch waiting for my husband to get home. It was a beautiful evening, the sun was setting, and I saw all the fire-flies come out for the night. I'm used to seeing them here and there, but this was just hoards of them, coming off the ground and into the sky, all lighting up. It was like seeing golden glitter everywhere against the twighlight sky. I'm not sure if I fully appreciated such things when I was over-sedated on benzos, but last night I did, and I remembered how relatively lucky I am to be where I'm at in life right now, despite all of the struggle it took to get here; I knew that getting off Klonopin for good would be another milestone like that, and I felt good Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[lo...] Posted June 28, 2014 Share Posted June 28, 2014 I slept for 8 hours. Sooooo wonderful. Ate 4 jaffa cakes - naughty but nice Spoke to a friend on the phone for nearly 3 hours Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ba...] Posted June 29, 2014 Share Posted June 29, 2014 I was just mowing the grass and hit a stump....bent the shaft on the engine. The good news...Now I have a good excuse to buy a NEW MOWER. gosh i wish you told me about this sooner snoball , theres a shear pin key in lawnmower motors if you hit something really hard like this the key will shear you can replace the "key" for a few dollars its just a real bitch to get to it to replace Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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