[Lo...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 I am 42. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[sh...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 44 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ta...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 46 7 years on clonazepam 22 months off! Too many years wasted spent living in illness from polypharmed hell: Lexapro/Wellbutrin/Trazodone/Adderrall/lamictal/Lamortrigine/clonazepam So thrilled to be feeling a bit better from withdrawal side effects these last two days! Hope it lasts and keeps getting better (hope I didn't jinx myself) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[CA...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 70 ... on oxazepam for 20 years ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 46 and half a year Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ro...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 69. And 40 years on benzo... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ba...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 53☺ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[JJ...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 43... wasted over 6 months on this rubbish, thankfully found benzobuddies now and not years down the line. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Un...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 44 Put on at age 19 Been on for 25 years Will be interesting to see what adult life is like for the first time without drugs... Worth the fight to find out! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[je...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 I'm 69. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ha...] Posted May 21, 2019 Share Posted May 21, 2019 52 in 2 days Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[jo...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 53 started taking clonazapam at 48 stopped at 53 use to look 10 years younger now look 10 years older and feel it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ib...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 I'm 50 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[To...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 40. Life was going great until I hit major interdose withdrawal in September. Xanax five years. Having a rough taper and lost my career. Not sure how people make it so long until they heal, really struggling with symptoms, what I've lost, and the fear I won't heal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[or...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 Hi Tom. Sorry you are struggling. I think the size of your cuts so far might be the reason. They sure seem awfully big to me. A slower taper schedule might really help you. I started at 15 mgs and marched down very aggressively to 5 mgs when I was stopped by awful s/x. I wish I had made smaller cuts -- I don't believe I would have had such a hard time. The smaller cuts you plan to make should help. I know you're worried about ever healing, but we all do get over this awful benzo nightmare. I thought I'd never heal, either, but I did. All my best, Katz Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Te...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 60 here and 21 years on Benzo's and struggling to free myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[An...] Posted May 22, 2019 Author Share Posted May 22, 2019 40. Life was going great until I hit major interdose withdrawal in September. Xanax five years. Having a rough taper and lost my career. Not sure how people make it so long until they heal, really struggling with symptoms, what I've lost, and the fear I won't heal. Me too Tom...I lost my job of almost 30 years and I am older than you. These drugs have pretty much wrecked my life. I have been on them nearly 30 years. My biggest fear is that I will never feel better again but I still have hope. All these bizarre sx's make you feel like you are seriously ill, even dying sometimes. Each day is often a struggle to just survive for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[or...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 Guys, you can recover and lead good lives again. I hear your doubts and despair. I, too, despaired of recovery ever happening. I was so sick on my taper I thought I might die. And my taper took such a long time. I was on benzos for over 20 years. Ditto psych drugs -- I don't think I could count them. Also Ambien. But after I was off everything, gradually I began to feel better. Then I reclaimed my former career. I am a novelist . . . yet on my taper I couldn't even read. I began to write again, and my 2nd post benzo book is about to be published. I don't think I am special. And I am old. I'm 71. So please believe that you will get better, and get back to your former lives . . . or discover new ones. I'm rooting for all of you. Katz Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Do...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 Alright Katz! I am rooting for you. You made my day. Time is on our side! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[An...] Posted May 22, 2019 Author Share Posted May 22, 2019 Guys, you can recover and lead good lives again. I hear your doubts and despair. I, too, despaired of recovery ever happening. I was so sick on my taper I thought I might die. And my taper took such a long time. I was on benzos for over 20 years. Ditto psych drugs -- I don't think I could count them. Also Ambien. But after I was off everything, gradually I began to feel better. Katz Approx. how many months Katz after off everything before you started feeling better? Thanks for your post! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[No...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 I will be 74 in 3 weeks. Think I am the oldest, unless I am proven wrong. Prescribed Valium last year, and not given any advice, except that on my low dose, of 3-4mgs I would not become addicted and keep taking it. I stupidly trusted the Doctor. Down to 1.85mgs today. Well done Chinchuck. You're getting there Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ta...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 44 Put on at age 19 Been on for 25 years Will be interesting to see what adult life is like for the first time without drugs... Worth the fight to find out! I totally agree! Very interesting experiment & comparison. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Su...] Posted May 22, 2019 Share Posted May 22, 2019 52 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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[Gu...] Posted May 23, 2019 Share Posted May 23, 2019 Welchie: Where's my dinner? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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