Here Comes The Pain Again

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There's hope F4M, and you are always supportive.

 

Woke this morning after broken sleep, feeling a little better.  I have no confidence in it being ongoing but am taking it with hope for the future. 

 

Oh, to be free again.

 

Dee 

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Thinking of you F4M!! I know your pain is tremendous and real. I hate it for you. If I had a magic wand I would use all of my powers to ease your pain.

 

Hello All.

 

Big big love bb's❤️

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Thinking of you F4M!! I know your pain is tremendous and real. I hate it for you. If I had a magic wand I would use all of my powers to ease your pain.

 

Hello All.

 

Big big love bb's❤️

 

It seems that I have such severe nerve damage and autonomic dysfunction, that the pain is being caused by several things, Trigmenal Neuralgia and Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.  When I eat it irrates these pain conditions on top of the autonomic dysfunction which causes brain overstimulation when trying to digest food and leads to malabsorption. So things are not receiving proper nutrition.  Because everything I eat hurts.  My brain can’t calmly digest food without triggering all these nerve responses.  There is nothing to cure this problem.  I didn’t know Benzos could cause this kind of problem. 

 

Thank you....  Love You All

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My brief respite of yesterday has seen me back in the trenches F4M. 

 

I don't know what to say F4M, except push on with the promise that we will eventually emerge, though this is wearing a bit thin for me too. 

 

I'm so sorry F4M. 

 

Dee xxx

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So sorry.

 

I can only hope for healing.

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My brief respite of yesterday has seen me back in the trenches F4M. 

 

I don't know what to say F4M, except push on with the promise that we will eventually emerge, though this is wearing a bit thin for me too. 

 

I'm so sorry F4M. 

 

Dee xxx

 

It is what it is......    one step, one minute at a time!!!!!

 

Just think, when a bad day is over you can embrace a new day.  Try to think of 3 good things about each day. 

 

Such a sweetheart you are Dee

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So sorry.

 

I can only hope for healing.

 

Awwwe Clay, Thank You!!!   Such a warrior!!!   

Hope is all we need!!!!

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We are the Three Amigo's.  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

 

These are my 3 good things F4M. 

 

Dee xxx

 

 

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We are the Three Amigo's.  ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

 

These are my 3 good things F4M. 

 

Dee xxx

 

Dee,  I like the way you think!!!!    We are the Three Amigo’s ❤️❤️❤️

Clay, Dee and F4M  :smitten:

All for One and One for All-the three Musketeers!!!!

 

F4M

 

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And it rhymes too, F4M

 

Clay, Dee, and F4M

We'll be free

Just wait and see 

 

I know it's doggerel, but it made me laugh, which is a good thing.  First laugh I've had all day, except for when I look at my grunged out t-shirt. 

 

I so don't care about the niceties any more. 

 

Dee 

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What would MacGyver do? 

 

I've become a bit hysterical in my despair. 

 

Dee 

 

 

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XO Dee