Still Struggling

[[Al...]]

Hello everyone. I would love to be more positive but it’s six months out from my botched taper and I feel almost brain damaged; I have fog, poor memory, spasms particularly as I’m going to sleep, eye pain, dizziness and a whole host of weird sensations. I can’t count the amount of times I’ve been convinced I have ms or ALS or god knows what. The only thing that’s keeping me going is the knowledge that none of these symptoms existed before my taper.  Sorry to be doom and gloom but I just literally can’t imagine what it would feel like to be back to normal now. I have some good days but they are rare. Any support would be welcomed.

[[Ju...]]

Hello Alex - I'm dealing with the same thing and so weak right now. I wish we both get healed quickly. 

[[Al...]]

It’s brutal isn’t it Justin.  This seems like a particularly bad wave at the moment. Almost as bad as my first week of withdrawal. How are you?