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I took lorazepam for 19 months then tapered it with diazepam for 5 months and after my Last dose of diazepam 1,25 mg it took me 24 months to recover, I have still some tiny symptoms but I am positive they will go by time, I am happy that this happened to me because I am a much better person know thank the withdrawal I am much more self consciousness then before I took the lorazepam I have much more empath and much more joy and happiness in my life, life is just great as it is. And don't worry you will heal to my friend

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Congratulations!!!!! 24 months is a long time but standard as well. Do u care to share your timeline of healing or symptoms you healed from? Thank you for sharing 

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Yes I can share, the first year was very hard I don't know how I get trough, the second year my emotions and sense of humor came back and my mood was better, I was more calm but still it was hell but not as much as the first year, the first year was like I am not even on the planet I was like in a state of koma or dementia or something, then by the time of 18 months things got speed up, before I had 4 days window and 2 days wave and at 18 months was no windows anymore and just wave after wave but I know that means that healing is speeding up, at 19 months I have very severe waves and that calms slowly down until know just 3 weeks ago my symptoms were still bad and the last 2 weeks it all disappeared thank god

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Can I ask you what symptoms you experienced? So pleased you are better, I struggle to believe I can ever heal.

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I have the same symptoms as everybody and you have the same brain like me haha that means you will heal to, don't worry that God damned day will come

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I haved tousend symptoms it would take days to write them down

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But if it helps you, here are a view, depression anxiety, lots of retro shit I always care about retro things retro movies and retro thoughts, sex made me sick as hell,just the thought of sex gived me akatisia that was unbearable, I was extremely exhausted every muscle and bone hurted and was tensed, I had lots of balance issues too I couldn't stay straight it was like a little dizziness I don't know how to describe it was a weird balance issue that also makes hard to walk long distances, I also had lots of aggression and hostility always shouting at people,I also had huge short time memory problems always forgetting things and my kognitive skills where horrible I was unable to think in the right way because I always forgot everything and my thoughts where to slow and splitting in every direction, I just was a little stupid or dement like, I couldn't sleep accepted 2 hours or something, I felt separated from others I couldn't get joy out of nothing I was extremely lethargic it was terrible brother

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And it was very bad in the morning, there was this strange feeling just right after I woke up, the hole experience was so strange and disturbing

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Most healing occurred between 21 and 24 months 

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I am glad that I can help you to keep having hope 

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I had many sexual problems, there was to much arousal on one side and problems to get a orgasm and an erection on the other side also numbness in my genitals , I even couldn't get out, because if I see a women in shorts I literally get insane. because of this sexual problems I took drugs they than eventually add more problems, I became a porn addict and used to watch almost 24 hours pornography and on top of that I couldn't concentrate my self on watching while I was watching the porn and I have this huge struggle to concentrate on watching the stream, now I was a alkohilic to reduce the anxiety and a drug addict and porn addict all these just because of the lorazepam 

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I don't wanted to speak with anybody or have any friends no body I don't even greet anybody of the people I have been friends for years or family members, I just keep passing bay if I have see them randomly in the street and these people used to be people that I know for years, I just walked with a hoddie so that nobody can see me and pass by, for 4 years I have beeing just alone with my self and my porn and my drugs just hoping that that shit is going over and it did 

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I quitted the Alkohol last year and the drugs and porn a months ago 

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I had horrible fantasies and thoughts of beeing raped or something brutally happens to my family always this horrific imaginations man that was scary for hours on end just imagining that my mother maybe having some car accident some day or something else gets raped or falls from a bridge or gets a terrible desease or something 

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Hi @[...], did those fantasies disappear and was it a gradual thing or sudden?

Also, do you feel you can relate more easily or calmly to other people now (also regarding sexual feelings)?

Thanks!

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So, you’re saying things were terrible, then within a period of two months all of you symptoms cleared up?

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Yes within 2 months happened the very most of healing, it get faster the longer you don't take them, just like a snow ball that gets bigger and faster while rolling down 

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I took cocaine and cannabis and Alkohol (I quitted the Alkohol last year) the hole withdrawal time and before also.my brain was on fire the hole time, watching porn snorting the coke smoking the pot drinking the alkohol I was just obsessed by the chemical tsunami that hits my brain cells, I was almost like a crazed up zombi, thank God nothing really bad happened neighter to me or to others 

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