[st...] Posted March 18 Share Posted March 18 I've been having a hard time with psychiatrists/myself trying to figure out what really happened to me. Basically I was on 15mg olanzapine/20mg citalopram for like 3 and a half years stabilized. What I did..... And I now regret this..... I found survivingantidepressants.org. I was still very hard headed at the time/on stupid high doses of the most potent antipsychotic out there/didn't wanna listen to anyone or anything. So what I did, was take their idea of tapering into my own ill witted hands and persisted through it even though I knew it wasn't going to work. I bought a pill cutter and I cut my citalopram and olanzapine into quarters. I'd take 3/4 of the citalopram pill and 3/4 of the olanzapine pill. This would end in after about 4-6 days of that dose, going back up, back down and repeating. I did this for like a year, I thought it would work and the time and get me off if i just kept pushing through it maybe? I had no psychiatric help and wasn't in a position to taper myself off either. It's insane. Now i'm sitting here having a hard time stabilizing on anything, wondering why I can't reach through to anyone about this, even the doctors that claim to have read surivvingantidepressants themselves and i'm just like ah.... crap.... I see what's going on.... Currently on 20mg lisinopril and 100mg quetiapine. I'm going to request that my psychiatrist give me a taper schedule, as I feel like everytime I bring up a taper they intentionally keep me in the dark. I have a hard time trusting they will follow through on a taper as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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