21 months off

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Hey guys I’m 21 months off now. I still have some symptoms but I turned a big corner around month 19ish. My final symptoms are back pain some body aches and some burning hamstring every once in a while. My bad symptoms are head pressure, apathy, toxic mornings and some minor depression. I’m having windows now which is nice. Month 20 was 13 days of windows and 2 weeks of waves. One thing I have noticed are the looping thoughts are gone most of the time now since this last month. I’m hoping to make a full recovery by month 24. I still don’t do much because of the apathy and depression but when I force myself out for walks etc I don’t feel terrible but I don’t feel that well either. Mental clarity has started to come back this last month also. Slowly I am getting there. I hear that most people recover by 24 months and it seems like I’m on that trajectory.

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Hey Gulled, thanks for the update. It sounds like things are really looking up now. Glad to hear you've turned a big corner.

[[Gu...]]

Ya it’s so strange, yesterday I had a pretty brutal wave of depression and apathy and toxic naps. Then today I woke up and everything is gone except for some anxiety and fear that I hadn’t had for months before this. Such a strange illness to have

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Hey Gulled1, thanks for updating, its so helpful for others to gauge their progress.  I’m glad to hear you’ve had some windows and generally feel you’re recovering, slow but sure.