Favorite Song

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Lauryn Hill - Doo-Wop (That Thing)

 

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Umi Says (I say) - Mos Def

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While my guitar gently weeps, the Beatles.

 

 

When I was thinking of a username for the BB account I tried to decide what is my favorite song. I am at the "joy isn't real" phase in this post-withdrawal thing so I couldn't think of any song.. That's why my username is what it is.

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A heart that's full up like a landfill

A job that slowly kills you

Bruises that won't heal

You look so tired, unhappy

Bring down the government

They don't, they don't speak for us

I'll take a quiet life

A handshake of carbon monoxide

With no alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises

Silent, silent

This is my final fit

My final bellyache

With no alarms and no surprises

No alarms…

[[Un...]]

Makthaverskan - Inside Of Me

 

[[Ze...]]

So messed up

I want you here

In my room

I want you here

Now we're gonna be

Face-to-face

And I'll lay right down

In my favorite place

 

And now I wanna

Be your dog

Now I wanna

Be your dog

Now I wanna

Be your dog

Well c'mon

 

Now I'm ready

To close my eyes

And now I'm ready

To close my mind

And now I'm ready

To feel your hand

And lose my heart

On the burning sands

 

And now I wanna

Be your dog

And now I wanna

Be your dog

Now I wanna

Be your dog

Well c'mon

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Empty - Ray LaMontange

 

 

She lifts her skirt up to her knees

Walks through the garden rows

With her bare feet laughing

 

I never learned to count my blessings

I choose instead to dwell

In my disasters

 

I walk on down the hill

Through grass grown tall

And brown and still

It's hard somehow

To let go of my pain

 

On past the busted back

Of that old and rusted Cadillac

That sinks into this field

Collecting rain

 

Will I always feel this way

So empty

And estranged?

 

And of these cut throat busted sunsets

These cold and damp white mornings

I have grown weary

 

If through my cracked and dusty

Dime store lips

I spoke these words out loud

Would no one hear me?

 

Lay your blouse across the chair

Let fall the flowers

From your hair

And kiss me

With that country mouth

So plain

 

Outside the rain is tapping

On the leaves

To me it sounds like

They're applauding us

The quiet love

We've made

 

Will it always feel this way

So empty

So estranged?

 

Well I looked my demons in the eyes

Lay bare my chest

Said do your best

To destroy me

 

I've been to hell and back

So many times

I must admit

You kinda bore me

 

There's a lot of things

That can kill a man

There's a lot of ways

To die

Yes, and some already did

And walk beside me

 

There's a lot of things

I don't understand

So many people lie

It's the hurt I hide that fuels

The fire inside me

 

Will I always feel this way

So empty

So estranged?