30+ month and still in the fight

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I am 36 months off and going thru the worse wave since the end of January.  Last year at this time I felt like I was healed.....but after some stress from the holidays...this horrible wave hit.  The nausea that I feel in the morning is awful.  The insomnia is really bad, and the anxiety is thru the roof....Head pressure, urinary frequency, itching..no appetite.  I keep thinking tomorrow will be better but it never is. :'( 

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Do you think we really heal? I mean after a point it is something else. I’m 28 months off and it seems to get worse. Seems there is more and more people never healing and still no life 5 + years off. Even people who do call like Jennifer Leigh still don’t have a quality of life and over 8 years off.  Anyone on here looked into Lyme, bartonella or babesia diseases that are basically same symptoms as withdraw