[az...] Posted April 9, 2018 Share Posted April 9, 2018 Mary5588, I am always happy to see what you write, you are such a comfort to me (it wrote condor, I thought that was funny.) Ed, thank you- I love how you reached out, here and by pm. Looking forward to feeling rested enough to say hello real quick back Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[gi...] Posted April 9, 2018 Share Posted April 9, 2018 When people offer you delicious food, and you can't even eat it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ol...] Posted April 9, 2018 Share Posted April 9, 2018 Totally. My bf just offered ravioli and I was like, 'meh'. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ca...] Posted April 9, 2018 Share Posted April 9, 2018 I may have commented before on this thread since it has been on here for a few months. I have a list that reminds you that you either withdrawing or recovering. Here goes! breathing awareness easily irritated by noises and lights feeling uneasy around large numbers of people afraid of taking a trip away from home Fear of having a symptom crop up at a bad time feeling out of control physically Wanting to have a beer or a glass of wine but know that you pay a heavy price by doing so Tired of explaining this with others Waking up in the middle of the night realizing that you just pissed yourself These are the reminders that I have had to deal with. All were unpleasant! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted April 11, 2018 Share Posted April 11, 2018 When I think I'm going to take a temporary break from BB, but 15 minutes later I'm here again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted April 11, 2018 Share Posted April 11, 2018 When I think I'm going to take a temporary break from BB, but 15 minutes later I'm here again. Love it and so true Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ex...] Posted April 11, 2018 Author Share Posted April 11, 2018 When you make 10 trips to the ER in one week because you just know you are dying only to find out everything is normal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ol...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 Translator - OMG so true!!!!! If I spend too much time on here it is not good for me but it's hard to stay away. It's so amazing when you don't overuse it. Love all of you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ho...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 YOU KNOW YOURE WITHDRAWING FROM BENZOS WHEN..... (SOME OF THESE SOME OTHERS PUT BUT THERES SO FUNNY BECAUSE I DO THEM TOO) - WHEN YOU TYPE OR SAY ON A DAILY BASIS: DOSE, SYMPTOM, WITHDRAWAL, BENZO, COLD TURKEY, PROTRACTED, PILL, "I HATE MY DR", "I WANT TO GIVE MY DR WHO GAVE ME THIS STUFF A BENZO FOR A YEAR AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS", UPDOSE, REINSTATE, DETOX, CUT, HOLD, COG FOG, "WHEN IM HEALED...", PARADOXICAL, TOLERANCE, GABA, GLUTAMATE - WHEN YOUR ARM ITCHES AND YOU FREAK OUT ABOUT IT AND WONDER OH GOD WHAT IS THAT? -WHEN YOUVE ACTUALLY SAID MAN HEROIN ADDICTS HAVE IT EASY -WHEN YOUR EAR, ARM,LEG, FOOT, HAND, FINGER, LIP, NOSE, FOREHEAD, STOMACH OR OTHER BODY PART OUT OF NOWHERE FEELS LIKE A BURNING FLAMING TORCH IS ON IT AND YOU JUST SHAKE YOUR HEAD AND SIGH -WHEN YOU THINK EVERYDAY, AM I GOING TO BE DIZZY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE??? - WHEN YOU WATCH TV FOR AN HOUR AND REALIZE WHEN THE SHOWS OVER YOU DONT REMEMBER ANY OF IT - WHEN YOU GOOGLE SOMETHING AND ALL OF SITES ARE PURPLE BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY READ THEM, BUT READ THEM ANYWAY - WHEN DAILY YOU GOOGLE "MIRACLE DRUG FOR BENZO WITHDRAWAL" EVERYDAY AND GET MAD BECAUSE NOTHING COMES UP - WHEN YOU KNOW THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE FIRST BENZO, AND REFER TO HIM AS SATAN - WHEN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE/FRIEND/FAMILY IN A PANIC "OH MY GOD MY NECK IS HURTING, DO YOU THINK I HAVE A TUMOR?" AND THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOURE INSANE - WHEN YOU WASH CLOTHES AND FEEL LIKE YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED SOOOO MUCH - WHEN YOU OWN A BLOOD PRESSURE MACHINE, A HEATING PAD, A WEIGHTED BLANKET, A HEART WATCH AND USE ALL CONSTANTLY - WHEN YOU CAN FIT IN YOUR JEANS FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND SAY WELL AT LEAST THATS AWESOME - WHEN YOU LOOK AT AN APPLE FOR A FEW MINUTES AND WONDER "IS THIS GOING TO GIVE ME SYMPTOMS" - WHEN YOU SWEAR YOURE NEVER GOING TO GET ON BB AGAIN AND MAKE IT AN HOUR - WHEN YOUVE CALLED A DETOX AND ASKED FOR THEIR PROTOCOL FOR GETTING SOMEONE OFF A BENZO AND WHEN THEY TELL YOU , YOU START YELLING AT THEM ARE YOU INSANE??? BUT STILL CALL ANOTHER ONE A FEW DAYS LATER - WHEN YOU BECOME FURIOUS WHEN YOU SEE A DRUG REHAB COMMERCIAL AND OF COURSE THEY NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BENZOS - WHEN YOU HAVE CALLED PROBABLY 100 DOCTORS AND ASKED IF THEY HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A BENZO TAPER AND LAUGH AT THEIR ANSWER - WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE THE URGE TO TELL WHO YOURE LIVING WITH, "OK THIS TIME I REALLY THINK YOU NEED TO TAKE ME TO THE ER" BUT YOU DONT AND JUST SIT THERE BITING YOUR LIPS - WHEN THE LETTERS ARE RUBBING OFF YOUR LAPTOP BECAUSE OF NONE STOP USE AND/OR YOU ARE CONSTANTLY HAVING TO CHARGE YOUR PHONE BECAUSE, HA MAYBE YOULL FIND "SOMETHING" ON THE INTERNET TODAY - WHEN YOU PUT "B" INTO GOOGLE BENZO POPS UP - WHEN YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN YOUR MIND YOU COULD HAVE A PHD IN PHARMACOLOGY AND PSYCHIATRIC NEUOROLOGY -WHEN YOU SIT AND BITTERLY RUMINATE ON THE DAY YOU WENT TO YOUR DOCTORS AND YOU TOOK THAT FIRST PRESCRIPTION -WHEN YOU REFER TO YOUR PILL BOTTLE AS YOUR POISON -WHEN YOU FORGET HOW TO SPELL 5 LETTER WORDS, FORGET IF YOUVE TAKEN YOUR MEDICINE, DONT REMEMBER IF YOU BATHED THAT DAY -WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY "THIS JUST ISNT RIGHT, THIS ISNT NORMAL, THERE IS NO WAY A MEDICINE COULD DO THIS, MAYBE ITS SOMETHING ELSE" -WHEN YOUVE SECRETLY GOOGLE "STAYING ON BENZOS FOR LIFE" -WHEN YOU KNOW EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM OF A STROKE, HEART ATTACK AND SEIZURE -WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND STARE AND LAUGH AND JUST LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST -WHEN YOU SAY "WHEN IM HEALED IM GONNA START A MOVEMENT ABOUT THIS NIGHTMARE" -WHEN YOU SAY DAILY I CANT DO THIS ONE MORE DAY...... BUT YOU DO..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ol...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 Get out of my head!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pi...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 YOU KNOW YOURE WITHDRAWING FROM BENZOS WHEN..... (SOME OF THESE SOME OTHERS PUT BUT THERES SO FUNNY BECAUSE I DO THEM TOO) - WHEN YOU TYPE OR SAY ON A DAILY BASIS: DOSE, SYMPTOM, WITHDRAWAL, BENZO, COLD TURKEY, PROTRACTED, PILL, "I HATE MY DR", "I WANT TO GIVE MY DR WHO GAVE ME THIS STUFF A BENZO FOR A YEAR AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS", UPDOSE, REINSTATE, DETOX, CUT, HOLD, COG FOG, "WHEN IM HEALED...", PARADOXICAL, TOLERANCE, GABA, GLUTAMATE - WHEN YOUR ARM ITCHES AND YOU FREAK OUT ABOUT IT AND WONDER OH GOD WHAT IS THAT? -WHEN YOUVE ACTUALLY SAID MAN HEROIN ADDICTS HAVE IT EASY -WHEN YOUR EAR, ARM,LEG, FOOT, HAND, FINGER, LIP, NOSE, FOREHEAD, STOMACH OR OTHER BODY PART OUT OF NOWHERE FEELS LIKE A BURNING FLAMING TORCH IS ON IT AND YOU JUST SHAKE YOUR HEAD AND SIGH -WHEN YOU THINK EVERYDAY, AM I GOING TO BE DIZZY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE??? - WHEN YOU WATCH TV FOR AN HOUR AND REALIZE WHEN THE SHOWS OVER YOU DONT REMEMBER ANY OF IT - WHEN YOU GOOGLE SOMETHING AND ALL OF SITES ARE PURPLE BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY READ THEM, BUT READ THEM ANYWAY - WHEN DAILY YOU GOOGLE "MIRACLE DRUG FOR BENZO WITHDRAWAL" EVERYDAY AND GET MAD BECAUSE NOTHING COMES UP - WHEN YOU KNOW THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE FIRST BENZO, AND REFER TO HIM AS SATAN - WHEN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE/FRIEND/FAMILY IN A PANIC "OH MY GOD MY NECK IS HURTING, DO YOU THINK I HAVE A TUMOR?" AND THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOURE INSANE - WHEN YOU WASH CLOTHES AND FEEL LIKE YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED SOOOO MUCH - WHEN YOU OWN A BLOOD PRESSURE MACHINE, A HEATING PAD, A WEIGHTED BLANKET, A HEART WATCH AND USE ALL CONSTANTLY - WHEN YOU CAN FIT IN YOUR JEANS FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND SAY WELL AT LEAST THATS AWESOME - WHEN YOU LOOK AT AN APPLE FOR A FEW MINUTES AND WONDER "IS THIS GOING TO GIVE ME SYMPTOMS" - WHEN YOU SWEAR YOURE NEVER GOING TO GET ON BB AGAIN AND MAKE IT AN HOUR - WHEN YOUVE CALLED A DETOX AND ASKED FOR THEIR PROTOCOL FOR GETTING SOMEONE OFF A BENZO AND WHEN THEY TELL YOU , YOU START YELLING AT THEM ARE YOU INSANE??? BUT STILL CALL ANOTHER ONE A FEW DAYS LATER - WHEN YOU BECOME FURIOUS WHEN YOU SEE A DRUG REHAB COMMERCIAL AND OF COURSE THEY NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BENZOS - WHEN YOU HAVE CALLED PROBABLY 100 DOCTORS AND ASKED IF THEY HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A BENZO TAPER AND LAUGH AT THEIR ANSWER - WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE THE URGE TO TELL WHO YOURE LIVING WITH, "OK THIS TIME I REALLY THINK YOU NEED TO TAKE ME TO THE ER" BUT YOU DONT AND JUST SIT THERE BITING YOUR LIPS - WHEN THE LETTERS ARE RUBBING OFF YOUR LAPTOP BECAUSE OF NONE STOP USE AND/OR YOU ARE CONSTANTLY HAVING TO CHARGE YOUR PHONE BECAUSE, HA MAYBE YOULL FIND "SOMETHING" ON THE INTERNET TODAY - WHEN YOU PUT "B" INTO GOOGLE BENZO POPS UP - WHEN YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN YOUR MIND YOU COULD HAVE A PHD IN PHARMACOLOGY AND PSYCHIATRIC NEUOROLOGY -WHEN YOU SIT AND BITTERLY RUMINATE ON THE DAY YOU WENT TO YOUR DOCTORS AND YOU TOOK THAT FIRST PRESCRIPTION -WHEN YOU REFER TO YOUR PILL BOTTLE AS YOUR POISON -WHEN YOU FORGET HOW TO SPELL 5 LETTER WORDS, FORGET IF YOUVE TAKEN YOUR MEDICINE, DONT REMEMBER IF YOU BATHED THAT DAY -WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY "THIS JUST ISNT RIGHT, THIS ISNT NORMAL, THERE IS NO WAY A MEDICINE COULD DO THIS, MAYBE ITS SOMETHING ELSE" -WHEN YOUVE SECRETLY GOOGLE "STAYING ON BENZOS FOR LIFE" -WHEN YOU KNOW EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM OF A STROKE, HEART ATTACK AND SEIZURE -WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND STARE AND LAUGH AND JUST LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST -WHEN YOU SAY "WHEN IM HEALED IM GONNA START A MOVEMENT ABOUT THIS NIGHTMARE" -WHEN YOU SAY DAILY I CANT DO THIS ONE MORE DAY...... BUT YOU DO..... hilarious....your on fire hopefree girl Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 YOU KNOW YOURE WITHDRAWING FROM BENZOS WHEN..... (SOME OF THESE SOME OTHERS PUT BUT THERES SO FUNNY BECAUSE I DO THEM TOO) - WHEN YOU TYPE OR SAY ON A DAILY BASIS: DOSE, SYMPTOM, WITHDRAWAL, BENZO, COLD TURKEY, PROTRACTED, PILL, "I HATE MY DR", "I WANT TO GIVE MY DR WHO GAVE ME THIS STUFF A BENZO FOR A YEAR AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS", UPDOSE, REINSTATE, DETOX, CUT, HOLD, COG FOG, "WHEN IM HEALED...", PARADOXICAL, TOLERANCE, GABA, GLUTAMATE - WHEN YOUR ARM ITCHES AND YOU FREAK OUT ABOUT IT AND WONDER OH GOD WHAT IS THAT? -WHEN YOUVE ACTUALLY SAID MAN HEROIN ADDICTS HAVE IT EASY -WHEN YOUR EAR, ARM,LEG, FOOT, HAND, FINGER, LIP, NOSE, FOREHEAD, STOMACH OR OTHER BODY PART OUT OF NOWHERE FEELS LIKE A BURNING FLAMING TORCH IS ON IT AND YOU JUST SHAKE YOUR HEAD AND SIGH -WHEN YOU THINK EVERYDAY, AM I GOING TO BE DIZZY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE??? - WHEN YOU WATCH TV FOR AN HOUR AND REALIZE WHEN THE SHOWS OVER YOU DONT REMEMBER ANY OF IT - WHEN YOU GOOGLE SOMETHING AND ALL OF SITES ARE PURPLE BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY READ THEM, BUT READ THEM ANYWAY - WHEN DAILY YOU GOOGLE "MIRACLE DRUG FOR BENZO WITHDRAWAL" EVERYDAY AND GET MAD BECAUSE NOTHING COMES UP - WHEN YOU KNOW THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE FIRST BENZO, AND REFER TO HIM AS SATAN - WHEN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE/FRIEND/FAMILY IN A PANIC "OH MY GOD MY NECK IS HURTING, DO YOU THINK I HAVE A TUMOR?" AND THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOURE INSANE - WHEN YOU WASH CLOTHES AND FEEL LIKE YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED SOOOO MUCH - WHEN YOU OWN A BLOOD PRESSURE MACHINE, A HEATING PAD, A WEIGHTED BLANKET, A HEART WATCH AND USE ALL CONSTANTLY - WHEN YOU CAN FIT IN YOUR JEANS FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND SAY WELL AT LEAST THATS AWESOME - WHEN YOU LOOK AT AN APPLE FOR A FEW MINUTES AND WONDER "IS THIS GOING TO GIVE ME SYMPTOMS" - WHEN YOU SWEAR YOURE NEVER GOING TO GET ON BB AGAIN AND MAKE IT AN HOUR - WHEN YOUVE CALLED A DETOX AND ASKED FOR THEIR PROTOCOL FOR GETTING SOMEONE OFF A BENZO AND WHEN THEY TELL YOU , YOU START YELLING AT THEM ARE YOU INSANE??? BUT STILL CALL ANOTHER ONE A FEW DAYS LATER - WHEN YOU BECOME FURIOUS WHEN YOU SEE A DRUG REHAB COMMERCIAL AND OF COURSE THEY NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BENZOS - WHEN YOU HAVE CALLED PROBABLY 100 DOCTORS AND ASKED IF THEY HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A BENZO TAPER AND LAUGH AT THEIR ANSWER - WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE THE URGE TO TELL WHO YOURE LIVING WITH, "OK THIS TIME I REALLY THINK YOU NEED TO TAKE ME TO THE ER" BUT YOU DONT AND JUST SIT THERE BITING YOUR LIPS - WHEN THE LETTERS ARE RUBBING OFF YOUR LAPTOP BECAUSE OF NONE STOP USE AND/OR YOU ARE CONSTANTLY HAVING TO CHARGE YOUR PHONE BECAUSE, HA MAYBE YOULL FIND "SOMETHING" ON THE INTERNET TODAY - WHEN YOU PUT "B" INTO GOOGLE BENZO POPS UP - WHEN YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN YOUR MIND YOU COULD HAVE A PHD IN PHARMACOLOGY AND PSYCHIATRIC NEUOROLOGY -WHEN YOU SIT AND BITTERLY RUMINATE ON THE DAY YOU WENT TO YOUR DOCTORS AND YOU TOOK THAT FIRST PRESCRIPTION -WHEN YOU REFER TO YOUR PILL BOTTLE AS YOUR POISON -WHEN YOU FORGET HOW TO SPELL 5 LETTER WORDS, FORGET IF YOUVE TAKEN YOUR MEDICINE, DONT REMEMBER IF YOU BATHED THAT DAY -WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY "THIS JUST ISNT RIGHT, THIS ISNT NORMAL, THERE IS NO WAY A MEDICINE COULD DO THIS, MAYBE ITS SOMETHING ELSE" -WHEN YOUVE SECRETLY GOOGLE "STAYING ON BENZOS FOR LIFE" -WHEN YOU KNOW EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM OF A STROKE, HEART ATTACK AND SEIZURE -WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND STARE AND LAUGH AND JUST LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST -WHEN YOU SAY "WHEN IM HEALED IM GONNA START A MOVEMENT ABOUT THIS NIGHTMARE" -WHEN YOU SAY DAILY I CANT DO THIS ONE MORE DAY...... BUT YOU DO..... OMG, you are ease dropping on me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ho...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 I had fun doing this last night as pathetic as that sounds. :laugh: now gotta get back to research Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sw...] Posted April 13, 2018 Share Posted April 13, 2018 YOU KNOW YOURE WITHDRAWING FROM BENZOS WHEN..... (SOME OF THESE SOME OTHERS PUT BUT THERES SO FUNNY BECAUSE I DO THEM TOO) - WHEN YOU TYPE OR SAY ON A DAILY BASIS: DOSE, SYMPTOM, WITHDRAWAL, BENZO, COLD TURKEY, PROTRACTED, PILL, "I HATE MY DR", "I WANT TO GIVE MY DR WHO GAVE ME THIS STUFF A BENZO FOR A YEAR AND WATCH WHAT HAPPENS", UPDOSE, REINSTATE, DETOX, CUT, HOLD, COG FOG, "WHEN IM HEALED...", PARADOXICAL, TOLERANCE, GABA, GLUTAMATE - WHEN YOUR ARM ITCHES AND YOU FREAK OUT ABOUT IT AND WONDER OH GOD WHAT IS THAT? -WHEN YOUVE ACTUALLY SAID MAN HEROIN ADDICTS HAVE IT EASY -WHEN YOUR EAR, ARM,LEG, FOOT, HAND, FINGER, LIP, NOSE, FOREHEAD, STOMACH OR OTHER BODY PART OUT OF NOWHERE FEELS LIKE A BURNING FLAMING TORCH IS ON IT AND YOU JUST SHAKE YOUR HEAD AND SIGH -WHEN YOU THINK EVERYDAY, AM I GOING TO BE DIZZY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE??? - WHEN YOU WATCH TV FOR AN HOUR AND REALIZE WHEN THE SHOWS OVER YOU DONT REMEMBER ANY OF IT - WHEN YOU GOOGLE SOMETHING AND ALL OF SITES ARE PURPLE BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY READ THEM, BUT READ THEM ANYWAY - WHEN DAILY YOU GOOGLE "MIRACLE DRUG FOR BENZO WITHDRAWAL" EVERYDAY AND GET MAD BECAUSE NOTHING COMES UP - WHEN YOU KNOW THE NAME OF THE MAN WHO INVENTED THE FIRST BENZO, AND REFER TO HIM AS SATAN - WHEN YOU TELL YOUR SPOUSE/FRIEND/FAMILY IN A PANIC "OH MY GOD MY NECK IS HURTING, DO YOU THINK I HAVE A TUMOR?" AND THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOURE INSANE - WHEN YOU WASH CLOTHES AND FEEL LIKE YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED SOOOO MUCH - WHEN YOU OWN A BLOOD PRESSURE MACHINE, A HEATING PAD, A WEIGHTED BLANKET, A HEART WATCH AND USE ALL CONSTANTLY - WHEN YOU CAN FIT IN YOUR JEANS FROM HIGH SCHOOL AND SAY WELL AT LEAST THATS AWESOME - WHEN YOU LOOK AT AN APPLE FOR A FEW MINUTES AND WONDER "IS THIS GOING TO GIVE ME SYMPTOMS" - WHEN YOU SWEAR YOURE NEVER GOING TO GET ON BB AGAIN AND MAKE IT AN HOUR - WHEN YOUVE CALLED A DETOX AND ASKED FOR THEIR PROTOCOL FOR GETTING SOMEONE OFF A BENZO AND WHEN THEY TELL YOU , YOU START YELLING AT THEM ARE YOU INSANE??? BUT STILL CALL ANOTHER ONE A FEW DAYS LATER - WHEN YOU BECOME FURIOUS WHEN YOU SEE A DRUG REHAB COMMERCIAL AND OF COURSE THEY NEVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT BENZOS - WHEN YOU HAVE CALLED PROBABLY 100 DOCTORS AND ASKED IF THEY HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A BENZO TAPER AND LAUGH AT THEIR ANSWER - WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY HAVE THE URGE TO TELL WHO YOURE LIVING WITH, "OK THIS TIME I REALLY THINK YOU NEED TO TAKE ME TO THE ER" BUT YOU DONT AND JUST SIT THERE BITING YOUR LIPS - WHEN THE LETTERS ARE RUBBING OFF YOUR LAPTOP BECAUSE OF NONE STOP USE AND/OR YOU ARE CONSTANTLY HAVING TO CHARGE YOUR PHONE BECAUSE, HA MAYBE YOULL FIND "SOMETHING" ON THE INTERNET TODAY - WHEN YOU PUT "B" INTO GOOGLE BENZO POPS UP - WHEN YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN YOUR MIND YOU COULD HAVE A PHD IN PHARMACOLOGY AND PSYCHIATRIC NEUOROLOGY -WHEN YOU SIT AND BITTERLY RUMINATE ON THE DAY YOU WENT TO YOUR DOCTORS AND YOU TOOK THAT FIRST PRESCRIPTION -WHEN YOU REFER TO YOUR PILL BOTTLE AS YOUR POISON -WHEN YOU FORGET HOW TO SPELL 5 LETTER WORDS, FORGET IF YOUVE TAKEN YOUR MEDICINE, DONT REMEMBER IF YOU BATHED THAT DAY -WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY "THIS JUST ISNT RIGHT, THIS ISNT NORMAL, THERE IS NO WAY A MEDICINE COULD DO THIS, MAYBE ITS SOMETHING ELSE" -WHEN YOUVE SECRETLY GOOGLE "STAYING ON BENZOS FOR LIFE" -WHEN YOU KNOW EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM OF A STROKE, HEART ATTACK AND SEIZURE -WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND STARE AND LAUGH AND JUST LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST -WHEN YOU SAY "WHEN IM HEALED IM GONNA START A MOVEMENT ABOUT THIS NIGHTMARE" -WHEN YOU SAY DAILY I CANT DO THIS ONE MORE DAY...... BUT YOU DO..... OMG, you are ease dropping on me She is somehow following me around. The last line Sweet pea Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pi...] Posted April 21, 2018 Share Posted April 21, 2018 when you leave a trail of raised eyebrows in your wake...... when you plan the fallout for normal events weeks in advance Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Gr...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 hopefreegirl- That is awesome! I love it! It should be a poster. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[ih...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 When you watch a documentary about healthy women in prison who complete educational achievements & other self development & find yourself momentarily thinking that you would trade places with them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ol...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 When you watch a documentary about healthy women in prison who complete educational achievements & other self development & find yourself momentarily thinking that you would trade places with them. OMG I have so bee there while watching Orange is the New Black! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 You are jealous of someone with just a plain opioid dependence. How can that w/d be easier than benzo's? :'( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 When you watch a documentary about healthy women in prison who complete educational achievements & other self development & find yourself momentarily thinking that you would trade places with them. OMG, often the kind of thoughts I have too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted April 24, 2018 Share Posted April 24, 2018 After 27 months, I think again the neighbor has a party with strange music. Crawling under the blanket, holding the ears, and then it's even more! It sounded like an orchestra, that always played wrong, mixed with my heartbeat. As I get up, CornFlakes squirts under my feet. But I don`t care, it belongs to Benzo's life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted May 10, 2018 Share Posted May 10, 2018 ..... I wonder why people wear so little clothes, it's still winter! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[tr...] Posted May 10, 2018 Share Posted May 10, 2018 You become anxious after eating something sweet, hate the nights because you are sure you will have anxiety in the morning, or you spend your day checking your benzobuddies account to see if your symptoms are normal. I dread sleep because I know the morning will suck! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[pi...] Posted May 21, 2018 Share Posted May 21, 2018 when you gladly announce your plans for the long weekend are "sleeping for two days then wake up and watch the matrix"..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Ma...] Posted May 21, 2018 Share Posted May 21, 2018 ...your bed is not a bed any more.. you will find there - lots of crumbs and rest of the snacks I eat there - many chargers, earplugs and other electronic stuff -a computer - 1001 pillows because my back need so many - lots of single socks - supporting books once read then forgotten - and so on.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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