Obsessed by getting older

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I just realized that I posted on the forum not meant for me.

Sure you're meant to be here!

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I have exactly the same thoughts, the first time I encountered them at 25. Even then I thought about the fact that life is over and everything has passed, I'm already 25 and that's a lot. Then I stopped drinking alcohol and got depressed. Now I'm 32 and my thoughts are exactly the same. That life has passed and there will be nothing further. My opinion is that these thoughts are not because of benzo, they are just the thoughts of any healthy person. It's just that we have a very emotional reaction to them, I think the same way, how can you even live at 60? How can you survive the rejection of benzo at 60+, nevertheless, people do it while remaining positive. Another symptom I have. I have completely stopped believing in miracles, I am completely sure that they do not exist. I treated my life like a game. And now this is something adult and very heavy. There is only the harsh truth, and sadness.