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About this blog

Some of you may remember my previous blog, Waiting For The Sun To Shine Again. That blog detailed my benzo withdrawal journey at first, and for the past year or more, simply my life after it. This blog will be more about my relationship to recovery, creativity, and making something worthwhile of what remains after benzo's. I hope you enjoy.

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The Struggle

Last Words Of A Shooting Star

I wish I had something better to update you guys with. But I just don't. It's been a real struggle. Why did I ever touch an SSRI again? Everything was going... well, not great. But manageable. My anxiety was high, despite being on 45mg Mirtazapine, and I added Citalopram to it. Barely anything. And yet since, my life has gone off the rails. Badly.  I stopped taking it, but I've been living in windows and waves, annoyingly. Maybe the waves aren't as destructive as they were in the first week
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The Struggle

A Day Is A Lifetime When You're Down And Out

Oh now the suffering is here in force. The past two days have been the most difficult I've had in a long, long time. Since benzo WD, I'd say. Constant, non stop anxiety, discomfort. Muscle twitching. Nausea, insomnia. I wish I could offer something more creative to this blog post, but until I'm not suffering quite so intensely then I may struggle very much to do so. But I will try. Not today, but perhaps tomorrow, I will try.   Today I was defeated. From bell to bell, whistle to whistl
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