Dang it!

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Daze I get hit by stomach cramps and diarrhea. Sweats and chills. This is how my withdrawal hit on day 8. Pretty good headache too. I was up sitting on the "throne" last night and then slept for about 10 hours. Anxiety is really high today.

 

I feel the baseline head fog is changing. Something is going on and I want to believe I'm improving. The DR is incredibly intense.

 

Let's shoot for 9 months and hopefully things will be much better!

 

How was hosting thanksgiving Daze?  I hope you had a great time with family. As hard as it is to realize we have a lot to be thankful for. I was watching the morning news today and they talked about the majority of "street people" being sufferers of mental illness. I never thought of it until now. I'm sitting here typing this message on my iPad in a beautiful but basic heated home. I'm very lucky and thankful!

 

Tomorrow we will feel much better!

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Daze I get hit by stomach cramps and diarrhea. Sweats and chills. This is how my withdrawal hit on day 8. Pretty good headache too. I was up sitting on the "throne" last night and then slept for about 10 hours. Anxiety is really high today.

 

I feel the baseline head fog is changing. Something is going on and I want to believe I'm improving. The DR is incredibly intense.

 

Let's shoot for 9 months and hopefully things will be much better!

 

How was hosting thanksgiving Daze?  I hope you had a great time with family. As hard as it is to realize we have a lot to be thankful for. I was watching the morning news today and they talked about the majority of "street people" being sufferers of mental illness. I never thought of it until now. I'm sitting here typing this message on my iPad in a beautiful but basic heated home. I'm very lucky and thankful!

 

Tomorrow we will feel much better!

 

Oh wow, sorry svenhoak that sounds terrible. I get lots of pains all over the abdomen and digestive area along with bad heartburn or sour stomach but no diarrhea. Can relate to waking up sweating though.

 

I hear you on the DR. Thought it was bad the last couple days. Today the DR is 100% as bad as acute w/d. My mom is here to help drive me on a couple errands today. Driving right now would be a bad idea. I guess it's good to have this bad DR because now I can really see just how much it had improved! It was so much better, but I didn't realize how much! This is a bad memory of how I could only sit around in acute w/d. I'm packaging some merchandise and checking the shipping labels 5 or 6 times to makes sure I don't send to the wrong customer.

 

Thanksgiving is still 3 days away but I'm sure it will be good. I can still sit and be pretty calm even with thick DR so no problem there. Very thankful not to be on the street going through this, without my family I could very well have ended up there.

 

Hope you are doing better soon, take care!

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Hey man,

 

1:20 in the morning and having surges. First time this has happened in a few weeks. On my birthday no less. I had pasta and I knew I was not getting any from the wife so I rubbed one out. Great birthday huh. I had a really bad wave a few weeks ago and then 90% gone. I felt really good up until now. WTF! To much pasta? Rubbing one out? Man I thought I was almost through it. I am having this trembling in my arms legs and back of head as well. This just wont give up. Just took some vistaril. Hope it works. Feel better man.

 

fg

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Hey man,

 

1:20 in the morning and having surges. First time this has happened in a few weeks. On my birthday no less. I had pasta and I knew I was not getting any from the wife so I rubbed one out. Great birthday huh. I had a really bad wave a few weeks ago and then 90% gone. I felt really good up until now. WTF! To much pasta? Rubbing one out? Man I thought I was almost through it. I am having this trembling in my arms legs and back of head as well. This just wont give up. Just took some vistaril. Hope it works. Feel better man.

 

fg

 

i don't think 'the rub' has the glutamates that the pasta does  pasta does have a lot of glutamate that can really affect us in this benzo withdrawal. be careful of too much glutamates in foods. there's a whole list somewhere on the forum. happy birthday!