[Lo...] Posted May 21, 2016 Share Posted May 21, 2016 I think she would have been far more helpful if I discovered her work before the benzos.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 21, 2016 Author Share Posted May 21, 2016 "I Need Some Sleep" - Eels I need some sleep It can't go on like this I tried counting sheep But there's one I always miss Everyone says I'm getting down too low Everyone says You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go I need some sleep Time to put the old horse down I'm in too deep And the wheels keep spinning round Everyone says I'm getting' down too low Everyone says You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go You just gotta let it go Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 21, 2016 Author Share Posted May 21, 2016 "Something Vague"- Bright Eyes Now and again it seems worse than it is But mostly the view is accurate You see your breath in the air As you climb up the stairs To that coffin you call your apartment And you sink in your chair Brush the snow from your hair And drink the cold away And you're not really sure What you're doing this for But you need something to fill up the days A few more hours There's a dream in my brain That just won't go away It's been stuck there since it came A few nights ago And I'm standing on a bridge In the town where I lived as a kid With my mom and my brothers And then the bridge disappears And I'm standing on air With nothing holding me And I hang like a star F*ing glowing in the dark For all those starving eyes to see Like the ones we've wished on But now I'm confused Is this death really you And do these dreams have any meaning No, no, I think it's more like a ghost That's been following us both Something vague that we're not seeing Something more like a feeling Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 21, 2016 Author Share Posted May 21, 2016 "Not Dark Yet" - Bob Dylan Shadows are falling and I’ve been here all day It’s too hot to sleep and time is running away Feel like my soul has turned into steel I’ve still got the scars that the sun didn’t heal There’s not even room enough to be anywhere It’s not dark yet But it’s getting there And my sense of humanity has gone down the drain Behind every beautiful thing there’s been some kind of pain She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind She put down in writing what was in her mind I just don’t see why I should even care It’s not dark yet But it’s getting there And I’ve been to London and I’ve been to gay Paris I followed the river and I got to the sea I’ve been down on the bottom of a world full of lies I ain’t looking for nothing in anyone’s eyes Sometimes my burden is more than I can bear It’s not dark yet But it’s getting there I was born here and I’ll die here against my will I know it looks like I’m moving but I’m standing still Every nerve in my body is so vacant and numb I can’t even remember what it was I came here to get away from Don’t even hear a murmur of a prayer It’s not dark yet But it’s getting there Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sa...] Posted May 22, 2016 Share Posted May 22, 2016 My song dedication to Big Pharma... Uprising Muse Paranoia is in bloom, The PR transmissions will resume They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down And hope that we will never see the truth around (so come on) Another promise, another seed Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed And all the green belts wrapped around our minds And endless red tape to keep the truth confined (so come on) They will not force us They will stop degrading us They will not control us We will be victorious (so come on) Interchanging mind control Come, let the revolution take its toll If you could flick the switch and open your third eye You'd see that we should never be afraid to die (so come on) Rise up and take the power back It's time the fat cats had a heart attack You know that their time's coming to an end We have to unify and watch our flag ascend (so come on) They will not force us They will stop degrading us They will not control us We will be victorious (so come on) Hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey Hey, hey, hey, hey They will not force us They will stop degrading us They will not control us We will be victorious (so come on) Hey, hey, hey, hey Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sa...] Posted May 22, 2016 Share Posted May 22, 2016 Broken Boy Soldier The Raconteurs I'm pulling my questions from my shelf I'm asking forgiveness I'm asking about it by myself And I want you to know this And I want you to know this You're rifling through a bunch of toys That were handed down to me Just take all the ones you want and then Give the rest to my family I'm going back to school today But I'm dropping myself off I'm throwing the childhood scenes away I'm through ripping myself off I'm done ripping myself off Well I'm child and man and child again The toy broken boy soldier I'm child and man and child again The boy never gets older The boy never gets older The boy never gets older The boy never gets older The boy never gets older Never gets older The boy broken toy soldier The boy The boy... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted May 22, 2016 Share Posted May 22, 2016 Foxes in Fiction - 15 Ativan Alone in a townhouse rented to a kid Don't call an ambulance, cold and alone She knew it'd take a while She held on tight to the dreams She had as a kid She knew it'd take a year To kill her fear Cold nights spent outside A phone book filled With the names of people she'd call Will you spare the time To share your crime? 15 Ativan Alone in a townhouse rented to a kid Don't call an ambulance, cold and alone 15 Ativan Alone in a townhouse rented to a kid Don't call an ambulance, cold and alone Cold nights spent outside A phonebook filled With the names of people she'd call Will you spare the time and share your crime? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sa...] Posted May 22, 2016 Share Posted May 22, 2016 Run To The Water Live oh desert speak to my heart oh woman of the earth maker of children who weep for love maker of this birth 'til your deepest secrets are known to me I will not be moved I will not be moved "don't try to find the answer when there ain't no question here brother let your heart be wounded and give no mercy to your fear" adam and eve live down the street from me babylon is every town it's as crazy as it's ever been love's a stranger all around in a moment we lost our minds here and lay our spirit down today we lived a thousand years all we have is now run to the water and find me there burnt to the core but not broken we'll cut through the madness of these streets below the moon these streets below the moon and I will never leave you 'til we can say, "this world was just a dream we were sleepin' now we are awake" 'til we can say in a moment we lost our minds here and dreamt the world was round a million mile fall from grace thank god we missed the ground run to the water and find me there burnt to the core but not broken we'll cut through the madness of these streets below the moon with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts yeah, I can see it now lord out beyond all the breakin' of waves and the tribulation it's a place and the home of ascended souls who swam out there in love! run to the water and find me there burnt to the core but not broken we'll cut through the madness of these streets below the moon with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts rest easy baby, rest easy and recognize it all as light and rainbows smashed to smithereens and be happy run to the water (and find me there) run to the water Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 23, 2016 Author Share Posted May 23, 2016 "Sooner or Later" - Mat Kearney We're all standing With our backs against the wall Sooner or later Waiting on a phone that never calls at all Heartbreak comes rolling in like a storm Sooner or later Trying to swim But you're sinking like a stone alone And I can feel fire in the night waiting here Baby it's like we're walking on a wire through the fear Take my hand we'll get there [Chorus] Sooner or later I swear we're gonna make it, we're gonna make it Sooner or later I swear we're gonna make it, we're gonna make it Milk and honey till we get our fill I'll keep chasing it, I always will Sooner or later, I swear We'll make it there Sooner than later Sooner or later Sooner than later Sooner or later We're all waiting on a dream that's hard to own Sooner or later Trying to feel the high without the low, you know But you can feel fire in the night lying here Baby it's like we're walking on a wire through the fear Take my hand, we'll get there [Chorus] The fear inside, the hills we've climbed The tears this side of heaven All these dreams inside of me I swear we're gonna get there Sooner or later, we're gonna make it Sooner or later I know, I swear we're gonna make it, we're gonna make it, Sooner or later I swear we're gonna make it, we're gonna make it Milk and honey 'til we get our fill I'll keep chasing it, I always will Sooner or later, I swear We'll make it there Sooner than later The fear inside, the hills we've climbed The tears this side of heaven All these dreams inside of me I swear we're gonna get there Sooner or later Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 24, 2016 Author Share Posted May 24, 2016 "Comfort" - Deb Talan When everyone has gone to sleep And you are wide awake There's no-one left to tell your troubles to Just an hour ago You listened to their voices Wilting like a river over underground And the light from downstairs Came up soft like daybreak Dimly as the heartache of a lonely child And if you can't remember A better time You can have mine, Little one In days to come When your heart feels undone May you always find an open hand And take comfort wherever you can You can, you can And oh, it's a strange place And oh, everyone with a different face But just like you thought when you stopped here to linger We're only as separate as your little fingers So cry, why not We all do Then turn to the one you love And smile a smile that lights up all the room And follow your dreams In through every out door It seems that's what we're here for And when you can't remember A better time You can have mine, Little one In days to come When your heart feels undone May you always find an open hand And take comfort, there is comfort Take comfort wherever you can, you can, you can Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 25, 2016 Author Share Posted May 25, 2016 "Touch of Grey" - The Grateful Dead https://youtu.be/htZRz1cKi8A Must be getting early Clocks are running late Paint by number Morning sky looks so phony Dawn is breaking everywhere Light a candle, curse the glare Draw the curtains I don't care Cause it's alright I will get by, I will get by, I will get by I will survive I see you've got your fists out Say your piece and get out Guess I get the gist of it But it's alright Sorry that you feel that way The only thing there is to say Every silver lining's Got a touch of grey I will get by, I will get by, I will get by I will survive It's a lesson to me The Ables and the Bakers and the C's The ABC's we all must face To try to keep a little grace It's a lesson to me The Deltas and the East and the Freeze The ABC's we all think of To try to give a little love I know the rent is in arrears The dog has not been fed in years It's even worse than it appears But it's alright Cow is given kerosene Kid can't read at seventeen The words he knows are all obscene But it's alright I will get by, I will get by, I will get by I will survive It's a lesson to me The Deltas and the East and the Freeze The ABC's we all think of To try to keep a little love The shoe is on the hand it fits There's really nothing much to it Whistle through your teeth and spit Cause it's alright Oh, well, a touch of gray Kinda suits you anyway That was all I had to say But it's alright I will get by, I will get by, I will get by I will survive We will get by, we will get by, we will get by We will survive Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 25, 2016 Author Share Posted May 25, 2016 "Flowers Never Bend With The Rainfall" Simon & Garfunkel https://youtu.be/Fd-DvSTBq1o Through the corridors of sleep Past shadows, dark and deep My mind dances and leaps in confusion I don't know what is real I can't touch what I feel And I hide behind the shield of my illusion So I'll continue to continue to pretend My life will never end And flowers never bend With the rainfall The mirror on my wall Casts an image dark and small But I'm not sure at all it's my reflection I am blinded by the light Of God and truth and right And I wander in the night without direction So I'll continue to continue to pretend My life will never end And flowers never bend With the rainfall No matter if you're born To play the king or pawn For the line is thinly drawn Between joy and sorrow So my fantasy becomes reality And I must be what I must be and face tomorrow So I'll continue to continue to pretend My life will never end And flowers never bend With the rainfall Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 25, 2016 Author Share Posted May 25, 2016 "Tears and Laughter" Tall Tree 6 ft Man (Jonathon Czervik) No one's going to come along And line your palms with gold And if they did you would unfold And if you did you'd be wrong to take it After all the tears and all the laughter Your happiness is a string of disasters Oh, what more could someone ask for No one's going to say it's wrong To set alight your soul But if you did, where would it go With all your home in ashes After all the fear of showing ages On your face like the heavy scent of time When time is all we're after Stand all wasters in line There we'll watch them all walk by To the waterside After all the fear of showing ages On your face like the heavy scent of time When time is all we're after Still on all the walls we have reminders Of the times we left behind us Now all your words are silence Stand all wasters in line There we'll watch them all walk by To the waterside Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 25, 2016 Author Share Posted May 25, 2016 "Coffee And Cigarettes" - Michelle Featherstone I gave up coffee and cigarettes I hate to say it hasn't helped me yet I thought my problems would just dissipate And all my pain would be in yesterday I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain And watched my bad habits get flushed away I thought that that would keep my head on straight And all my pain would be in yesterday But it's true I'm still blue But I finally know what to do I must quit, I must quit you I thought that if I didn't go and play The sadness would get bored and go away I thought that if I didn't go astray That all my pain would be in yesterday But it's true I'm still blue But I finally know what to do I must quit, I must quit you I sold my guitar and my piano I thought that it was these that kept me low I thought if only I could try and change That all my pain would be in yesterday But it's true I'm still blue But I finally know what to do I must quit, I must quit you I must quit, I must quit you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted May 27, 2016 Share Posted May 27, 2016 The Jesus And Mary Chain - Darklands I'm going to the darklands To talk in rhyme With my chaotic soul As sure as life means nothing And all things end in nothing And heaven I think Is too close to hell I want to move I want to go I want to go Oh something won't let me Go to the place Where the darklands are And I awake from dreams To a scary world of screams And heaven I think Is too close to hell I want to move I want to go I want to go Take me to the dark Oh god I get down on my knees And I feel like I could die By the river of disease And I feel that I'm dying And I'm dying I'm down on my knees Oh I'm down I want to go I want to stay I want to stay Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[hi...] Posted May 30, 2016 Share Posted May 30, 2016 "Windows" -Angel Olsen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted May 31, 2016 Author Share Posted May 31, 2016 "Windows" -Angel Olsen Wow. Powerful. Amazing. Thank you so much. Won't you open a window sometime? What's so wrong with the light? What's so wrong with the light? Wind in your hair, sun in your eyes Light Light We throw our shadows down We must throw our shadows down We live and throw our shadows down It's how we get around In the sun In the sun Why can't you see? Are you blind? Are you dead, already? Are you all right? Are you all right? Won't you open a window sometime? Won't you open a window sometime? What's so wrong with the light? What's so wrong with the light? Wind in your hair, sun in your eyes What's so wrong with the light? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted June 1, 2016 Author Share Posted June 1, 2016 "Why Does It Always Rain On Me" - Travis I can't sleep tonight Everybody's saying everything is alright Still I can't close my eyes I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights [Chorus] Sunny days Where have you gone I get the strangest feeling You belong Why does it always rain on me Is it because I lied when I was seventeen Why does it always rain on me Even when the sun is shining I can't avoid the lightning I can't stand myself I'm being held up by an invisible man Still life on a shelf When I got my mind on something else [Chorus] Oh, where did the blue sky go Why is it raining so So cold I can't sleep tonight Everybody's saying everything is all right Still I can't close my eyes I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights [Chorus] Oh, where did the blue sky go Why is it raining so So cold Why does it always rain on me Why does it always rain on, on ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted June 1, 2016 Author Share Posted June 1, 2016 "Hold on Magnolia" - Songs: Ohia Hold on, Magnolia To that great highway moon No one has to be that strong But if you're stubborn like me I know what you're trying to be Hold on, Magnolia I hear that station bell ring You might be holding the last light I see Before the dark Finally gets a hold of me Hold on, Magnolia I know what a true friend you've been In my life I have had my doubts But tonight I think I've worked it out With all of them Hold on, Magnolia To the thunder and the rain To the lightning That has just signed my name To the bottom line Hold on, Magnolia I hear that lonesome whistle whine Hold on, Magnolia I think its almost time Hold on, Magnolia I think its almost time It's almost time Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted June 1, 2016 Author Share Posted June 1, 2016 "Empty" - The Cranberries Something has left my life And I don't know where it went to Somebody caused me strife And it's not what I was seeking Didn't you see me Didn't you hear me Didn't you see me standing there Why did you turn out the lights Did you know that I was sleeping Say a prayer for me Help me to feel the strength I did My identity, has it been taken Is my heart breaking All my plans fell through my hands They fell through my hands All my dreams it suddenly seems It suddenly seems Empty Empty Empty Empty Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[...] Posted June 1, 2016 Author Share Posted June 1, 2016 "Picking Up Pieces" - Blue October I really need to talk with you I keep stepping on the vein That keeps my lifeline flowing through I wanna be your perfect stick of glue But I don't feel perfect at all Sad and insecure flaw I find it hard to hold conversations I get sweaty sick and I wanna walk away No, it's not you it's strictly me in this situation But I'm wondering will it ever go away Just go away still Sometimes I feel like weeping Awaken when I'm sleeping Perfecting how to put a game face on This puzzle I've been keeping Has been in hiding creeping out the closet door Spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart Listen I'll be as honest as I feel I feel like I'm getting more paranoid Cause I'm hearing things And they never turn out real It feels like my heart is made of pure steel It's just so heavy all the time I'm scared of death I'm scared of living I gave up on the past cause it's unforgiving I misplaced my trust I watched my word begin to rust I'm that balloon about to bust I need a place for reliving Sometimes I feel like weeping Awaken when I'm sleeping Perfecting how to put a game face on And this puzzle I've been keeping Has been in hiding creeping out the closet door Spilling out onto the floor How long will I be picking up pieces How long will I be picking up my heart How long In another space and time Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind How long It's getting oh so hard to find Keep picking up pieces in the corner of my mind How long But I still walk on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Lo...] Posted June 1, 2016 Share Posted June 1, 2016 The Chameleons - Everyday I'm Crucified There must be a reason for living There must be a reason for living I think I know how Christ felt when they nailed him to the cross There must be a reason for living There must be a reason for living I think I know how Christ felt when they killed him on that hill Pissed off I'm searching for some kind of meaning I'm searching for some kind of meaning The fools lead the fools and it's the blind that lead the blind I'm searching for some kind of meaning I'm searching for some kind of meaning In the narrowness of vision And the narrowness of mind I know this place is very strange But the meaning's clear to me There's so much we could be learning If we could only learn to see I'm searching for some kind of meaning There must a reason for living But everyday I'm crucified by triviality Everyday I'm crucified by triviality Everyday I'm crucified by everything I see Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sa...] Posted June 3, 2016 Share Posted June 3, 2016 Locomotive Breath Jethro Tull https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bNCT6pA5I9A&autoplay=1 "Locomotive Breath" In the shuffling madness Of the locomotive breath, Runs the all-time loser, Headlong to his death. He feels the piston scraping -- Steam breaking on his brow -- Thank God, he stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. He sees his children jumping off At the stations -- one by one. His woman and his best friend -- In bed and having fun. He's crawling down the corridor On his hands and knees -- Old Charlie stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. He hears the silence howling -- Catches angels as they fall. And the all-time winner Has got him by the balls. He picks up Gideon's Bible -- Open at page one -- God stole the handle and The train won't stop going -- No way to slow down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sa...] Posted June 3, 2016 Share Posted June 3, 2016 The Wailing Wall Todd Rundgren https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_spp-Hmvgn4&autoplay=1 "The Wailing Wall" There's a grand old maid across the sea So the story was recalled to me And from dawn 'til dark, you hear her call Down in front of the Wailing Wall And she cries all day, so sad and alone 'Til someone comes along and leads her home Nobody listens, and nobody seems to care But everyday, you'll find them there and Kneeling down for sadness sake Crying just as though their hearts would break And from dawn 'til dark, you hear them call Down in front of the Wailing Wall And they cry all day, so sad and alone 'Til someone comes along and leads them home You know I don't listen, and you know that I don't care But everyday you'll find me there and Kneeling down for sadness sake Crying just as though my heart would break And from dawn 'til dark, you'll hear me call Down in front of the Wailing Wall ❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[Sh...] Posted June 3, 2016 Share Posted June 3, 2016 So beautiful & emotional : Rachel Platten : Stand by you !!! :smitten: "Stand By You" (even if we can't find heaven, heaven, heaven, heaven, heaven, heaven) Hands, put your empty hands in mine And scars, show me all the scars you hide And hey, if your wings are broken Please take mine so yours can open, too 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you Oh, tears make kaleidoscopes in your eyes And hurt, I know you're hurting, but so am I And, love, if your wings are broken Borrow mine 'til yours can open, too 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you Even if we're breaking down, we can find a way to break through Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you Yeah, you're all I never knew I needed And the heart—sometimes it's unclear why it's beating And, love, if your wings are broken We can brave through those emotions, too 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you Oh, truth—I guess truth is what you believe in And faith—I think faith is having a reason And I know now, love, if your wings are broken Borrow mine 'til yours can open, too 'Cause I'm gonna stand by you Even if we're breaking down, we can find a way to break through Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you I'll be your eyes 'til yours can shine And I'll be your arms, I'll be your steady satellite And when you can't rise, well, I'll crawl with you on hands and knees 'Cause I... I'm gonna stand by you Even if we're breaking down, we can find a way to break through (come on) Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'm gonna stand by you Even if we can't find heaven, I'll walk through Hell with you Love, you're not alone, 'cause I'm gonna stand by you Love, you're not alone Oh, I'm gonna stand by you (even if we can't find heaven, heaven, heaven) Yeah, I'm gonna stand by you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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