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Mommyof2

I am so sorry to hear of your pain and suffering,  I feel so much like everything you are saying.  I don't know what to do either.  Could you tell me what your symptoms were when you would take Ativan and you said you were allergic to it, cause it makes me really sick when I take it too.  I am thinking about going to see one of those doctors that someone posted because I don't know what to do anymore.  Please try to keep going I know it is hard but you have us all for support.  We can get through this together.

 

[[je...]]

Mommy, how are you doing?

[[Mo...]]

I wanted to add another addiction specialist in the Bay Area just in case my Dr was too far away. I have not used him but watched a few of his you tube videos and he seems pretty good. His name is Dr Fred Vonstieff, he is located in the Concord area.

. I called his office hes not in until monday and works for john muir and sells books. The receptionist told me to either go to the ER or call monday. But yeah i have kaiser insurance and do not drive would have to have my caregiver take me if shes willing have no idea what it would cost all i know is when i get out of bed and walk around feet and hands sweat veins pop out and feel like im going to pass out. Ty for showing me this connection.

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There was a time that I couldn't even shower by myself I was so weak. I could barely make it to the couch from the bed and rarely left my bedroom. I would cry and cry and cry and tell my husband I didn't want to live like this. This was before I even became benzowise. So I know how bad things can get. I know the feeling if wanting to die so it will be over, but all if this is really syx of wd. It is so common. But you need to be sure to know where your limit is and when you need serious help. Only you can make that call. The other syx you describe sound like wd, I have or do have all of them. It's hard and seems impossible but it's not. It's a battle to come off these meds but it is very possible!!

 

G

[[Mo...]]

Mommyof2 pm'd me yesterday to say she was heading to ER.

 

Please keep her in your prayers that they could stabilize her and figure out a plan.

[[be...]]

Mommyof2 pm'd me yesterday to say she was heading to ER.

 

Please keep her in your prayers that they could stabilize her and figure out a plan.

 

 

If you hear from her again, please keep us posted. I am worried about her. Bets

[[Mo...]]

I will keep you posted.  I wanted to add that while most of us avoid the ER like the plague, there is a moderator I read about on the boards who said the psych ward saved his life.  Let's wait and see.  That could be her story too. 

 

If you pray, definitely pray for her.

 

We have no choice to believe something will work out for her just like it did us and countless others.  We care, so surely someone in the ER will care too.  Send her well wishes here too, if you like.  Maybe she will come on the board to read them.  You never what words someone will grab on to to make it thru to the next day.

 

MommyR

[[no...]]

Hello Mommy of 2,

I just wanted you to know I am praying for you. I was a mess a year ago like you, in the ER several times, massive weight loss etc... Somehow like many others here I made it through and doing very well now. I am sure you will get through this, just have to gather all your strength. We are all pulling for you...

[[je...]]

Hi Mommy of 2,

 

I hope you are getting some help and some much needed relief. We all care, and truly hope you start to feel better. Keep us posted, your in my prayers~ Jenny 

[[...]]

Sure are a lot of us thinking about you, Mommyof2.  Hope your well-being is now

being well. 

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I'm thinking of you also, mommyof2, and hoping for your recovery. I hope to hear an update from you soon.

[[gr...]]

Also praying for you Mommyof2. Gold bless you and keep you safe. God please heal Mommy and all of us suffering.

[[la...]]

Mommyof2

Praying for you I hope you get some relief and help!

 

Laura

[[Ch...]]

Thinking of you…

[[be...]]

I am a church goer so I will pray for you every single night, just like I pray for all of the BBs who are going thru rough patches. Every night I do this. Keep your chin held up high. You will make it thru all of this, just make sure to have some faith and hope. Cheers on your fight to get better.  Bets

[[Mo...]]

Mommyof2 checked in.  Please find her post here:

 

 

http://www.benzobuddies.org/forum/index.php?topic=114003.msg1483333#msg1483333

 

If anyone has advice for her,  anyone who has experienced a rough go at things in the beginning please respond.

 

MommyR

[[be...]]

What does 5150ing mean?

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Urban Dictionary:

 

5150. police code for crazy one on the loose. Danger to property, danger to others, and danger to themselves... you better call the cops before she goes 5150 on ...

[[be...]]

Urban Dictionary:

 

5150. police code for crazy one on the loose. Danger to property, danger to others, and danger to themselves... you better call the cops before she goes 5150 on ...

 

Thanks for your swift response GMIT.