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    Three days ago, I threw out my dose of K.  For days before, I had been trying to read every post I could about low doses and their effects, and could find very little info.

What made me jump ship a bit early was I realized I was making myself crazy(er) by going on! :idiot:

My brain was on overdrive in "What if" mode. "What if I don't make it?" , "What if the cog fog gets worse?","  "What if....." Honestly, there were no answers then, as well as now.  I know I have to take time and try to heal, and there will be ups and downs that I cannot control.  It was a bit scary for me at first, and I cried for a bit, but then I just knew it was time to just go for it, if only to shut my brain up for a bit!!!!

    So far, it's been alright.  The sky did not fall, and when I have cog fog or other benzo "stuff" happening, it is what it is, and I hope for the day when it will get better.

 

Hang in the BB's,

itzsweird

 

 

 

 

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Congrats! I have a picture of my last dose of .03....  The moment you jump is interesting!

Only time away brings healing so I am happy you are off and marching on!

 

You will get your brain back, no more scarecrow for you!

 

 

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Thanx for all the kind words BB's...and LP, taking that pic--what a cool idea! ( Me, I was crying and yelling words that are not allowed on this forum(!) as I threw it down the sink! :D)

Blessings to all,

itzweird

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CONGRATULATIONS! Now grab your MP3 player, load it with calming music and download the body scan meditation, get a back massager - with heat, and stay the course!

 

:yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee: :yippee:

 

Happy Wednesday!

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I am very proud of you! Now you just need to find something else to fill in the time that you were crushing up pills  ::)

 

Congrats  ;)

 

Crono

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Hi Itzsweird, 

 

Congratulations.  That took a lot of courage!  Please let us know how you are doing,

 

NYClady

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Gosh folks--thank you for your support :smitten: :smitten: With all your good wishes, no way to turn back now!!!!

And Trekker, you are almost there too :thumbsup:

Cyberspace hugs all around,

itzweird

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