Painful Prison.

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The morning is always the worst, painful cortisol shaking and waking. I know that's the normal bodies response but when stabilizing or going through withdrawal it's very painful as long with the back of my neck and every other muscle. Can't wait for the morning " Pain " to go away. Then after it settles I'm just incredibly fatigued. If there is a Hell, I've been in it for the past 2 years.

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So glad I am not going to hell.  I couldn't imagine suffering for eternity!!!

 

I have come to hate mornings for the same reasons.  My husband knows to pretend I am invisible until around 11 AM.  He is so supportive!  At just over 4 months it has been starting to lessen in intensity, so I now realize it will not be eternal.  Still sucks though.

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Mornings are shaky for me at times. Every morning is different in my case.

I had two months of no withdrawal and woke up, feeling just fine.

Now my mornings vary. Some mornings are better than others and so on.

It will subside over time like all other symptoms do.

 

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