Struggling

[[Ga...]]

I wasn't even on ad for depression. A few panic attacks

 

I am holding on for dear life. Trying to remind myself to fight for my family. I'm severe. Only my husband to support me. 1 friend who comes over once every so often tonsit with me and help me do laundry or sweep. Totally disabled sadly.

 

 

[[He...]]

Garden,

 

I am totally disabled too. I am bedbound for the most part and don't drive due to insomnia and have only a few people to support me. You can do this! I know it seems overwhelming but your brain is healing every minute of every day. Hang in there. Windows will come where you'll get a break from feeling bad.

 

We're here for you,

 

HM

[[Ga...]]

Garden,

 

I am totally disabled too. I am bedbound for the most part and don't drive due to insomnia and have only a few people to support me. You can do this! I know it seems overwhelming but your brain is healing every minute of every day. Hang in there. Windows will come where you'll get a break from feeling bad.

 

We're here for you,

 

HM

Thank you HM. I don't knownwhat healing would even be like from these hellish symptoms.sick so long I wonder what on earth will I do for a living when it's over. Will the world accept me back? Will I accept it? I'm so fuming angry when I see or hear about those who have abandoned me. My brain says naughty words.oh well. Idk

[[He...]]

Garden,

 

I understand you're feeling angry and abandoned. I also want to heal and go back to work. My big thing is sleep. If I could sleep normally I could consider working. I hope both of us feel better very soon.

 

HM

[[Ga...]]

I had only micro sleeps for the first yr.5 now I sleep ok. It's the waking up that's hard to do. Like with happened to my life!?

[[He...]]

I'm glad your sleep went from microsleeps to normal sleep. That gives me hope. I'm sorry your life isn't what you want it to be. You'll get there.