What is going on with the brain

[[Be...]]

Two good days then bam back in hell

 

People who have had this and then had their days normalize please respond

[[lG...]]

I can tell you I have had good days on and off for months now. I had almost 0 good days between the beginning of month 4 and end of month 5. I can tell you what you just described sounds 100% normal. Usually my WORST days are right after a good day. Stick with it. Eventually the good days will become more frequent. Hopefully one day it will be nothing but good days and bad memories.

[[pa...]]

8 months jumped and still having both windows and waves.  Windows are great, waves not so much.

[[mo...]]

hi what did you do when you had extreme anxiety? or did you just ride it out?

[[lG...]]

hi what did you do when you had extreme anxiety? or did you just ride it out?

 

I can't speak for OP but I can tell you that I rode it out. Going to work a week after C/T and I remember my first day back for no reason in the mornings for like 3 days my HR would get up to like 150 without doing anything. I finally calmed myself and knew I had to keep working for my family.

[[Be...]]

Thanks for responding good people. I am 20 months out in two days and have been slammed with a huge wave.

 

What the fuck???

[[...]]

Two good days then bam back in hell

 

People who have had this and then had their days normalize please respond

 

BF, sorry about the wave.  :'(  But you've got me curious, what does "two good days" look like to you?  Did you feel some major shift in the muscle tension finally? 

[[Be...]]

The muscles remained stiff even in the good days but compared to today they are much better.