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So I'm thirty months out. Yes, 30. I'm experiencing a new range of symptoms while others lift.

 

So, since tolerance four years ago, I became disconnected from my feelings.

 

Now, all of a sudden my emotions are coming through. I haven't felt Fear in a long time. Now all of a sudden today I feel everything very intensely. My anxiety is reving up and the numbness seems to be dissolving.

 

It's great because I've missed my feelings! But it also scares the hell out of me..

 

This was my scariest symptom. I'm glad to see it lifting but I'm sick to my stomach about what I've lost when I was trapped in the fog

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