Extreme weakness

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Well, in this constant intensification of my symptoms, along with the emotional overwhelm and horrible, horrible feelings I have a level of exhaustion and weakness that feels like it makes it hard to walk. I can walk, just very slowly… Do other people have this? This whole scene is just getting to be way too much for me… Never had stuff like this before.

   I just read a post by someone who’s four months post taper and suffering horribly. I hear so much of myself in that post. I find it unbelievable that I never went through anything like this in acute but here I am 7 1/2 years later going through what is supposedly final horrible waves. If anyone had ever told me, this would happen to me. I’ve never would’ve believed it.

     Neighbor Bob of the famous YouTube video about surges has told me he seen hundreds of people surge like this and then get better. All I know is every time I think it can’t get worse, it keeps getting worse.

Edited June 20 by [gu...]