Leg Pain!

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Thanks Faith, he is doing the best he can. I just get frustrated. He and his mom would have been good support in the cortisone and tinnitus situation and I was also grateful and quite well then and rapidly improving so just wish I would have been with them then and avoided all this. So I just feel like such a failure. And then comments like that just like how can they still not even want to understand? How did they do this when I had made clear before what I did and did not want to take? It drags me to an incredibly dark place.  I had to block her number. The worst thing is it was from therapists and no doctor would have just given it without my dad asking what it was. I only went back to the doctor to try and keep him calm and stop his pressure on me. How do we grieve ourselves when we cannot even feel and process things anymore?