Withdrawal in Rhymes

[[Al...]]

In dreams I live my life today

With memories of better days

When troubles were so far away

And I could smile and laugh untamed

But dreams are ruined every day

By dreaded mornings that bring pain

 

I wake up in a cage this days

A nightmare is my life today

And high the price I have to pay

In fear, hopelessness and rage

For toxic figments that I used to chase

 

I have to break my chains alone

By fellow human beings ignored

Who're blaming everything on me

And choose to show no empathy

"A sinner who deserves his pain!"

They judge me very selfishly

 

In dreams I live my life today

With memories of better days

And hopes to don't wake up in chains

But dreams are ruined every day

By dreaded mornings that bring pain

 

[[di...]]

Your words inject the soul with joy like puppies do. Thanks so much that you are alive and thanks that soon you will be well.

[[Al...]]

Thank you very much diaz-e-BAM! I truly appreciate your support. After I was denied help by three different psychiatrists, this forum is the the only place where I can scream my rage. Not even my family knows about my problems. They won't understand anything and they will blame me, like everyone else.