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It was a bit creepy. I'm hiking up this trail by myself and singing out loud to a Rush song and I see a guy about ten feet behind me. At first I was embarrassed because I was singing but it was very uncomfortable w someone behind you on a quiet trail.  I let him catch up and he was overly chatty. We got to the top and he went to the restroom.  I promptly picked up my pace on the downslope to escape him.  About five minutes later he mysteriously pops in front of me on the trail!  Says he's sort of lost.  I txt my gf that if I'm dead I was murdered on the trail.  :sick:  He then was behind me again and I was really uncomfortable. I chatted w him to try and get a better read on the situation.  I mentioned my fiancé and he asked " boy or girl". I answered girl.  I asked if he was in a relationship.  He mentioned he was a closeted gay Indian man and found it very hard to meet people  I kept chatting w him for about a mile until we got to a parking lot.  I stayed side by side w him and really wouldn't have been surprised if he attacked me. I say this because he kept asking me the same questions over and over which made me think he was either not all there or going through benzo withdrawal :laugh:  it was really a bad experience but I am a big guy so I usually scare people instead of them scaring me.  In hindsight, he probably asked me if I was a cop to make sure I wouldn't arrest him if we went to the bathroom.  Oh my!
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Oh my--thank's for the details!  I'm still laughing at your comment about him either not being all there or in benzo withdrawal.  What a good story!  Only in SF...  :laugh:

 

 

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It was a bit creepy. I'm hiking up this trail by myself and singing out loud to a Rush song and I see a guy about ten feet behind me. At first I was embarrassed because I was singing but it was very uncomfortable w someone behind you on a quiet trail.  I let him catch up and he was overly chatty. We got to the top and he went to the restroom.  I promptly picked up my pace on the downslope to escape him.  About five minutes later he mysteriously pops in front of me on the trail!  Says he's sort of lost.  I txt my gf that if I'm dead I was murdered on the trail.  :sick:  He then was behind me again and I was really uncomfortable. I chatted w him to try and get a better read on the situation.  I mentioned my fiancé and he asked " boy or girl". I answered boy.  I asked if he was in a relationship.  He mentioned he was a closeted gay Indian man and found it very hard to meet people  I kept chatting w him for about a mile until we got to a parking lot.  I stayed side by side w him and really wouldn't have been surprised if he attacked me. I say this because he kept asking me the same questions over and over which made me think he was either not all there or going through benzo withdrawal :laugh:  it was really a bad experience but I am a big guy so I usually scare people instead of them scaring me.  In hindsight, he probably asked me if I was a cop to make sure I wouldn't arrest him if we went to the bathroom.  Oh my!

 

 

Wait a minute...is this my Benzo brain? You said you were in a relationship with a boy. What's up with that? He was just probably just lonely. Glad to hear you are safe and sound :)

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It was a bit creepy. I'm hiking up this trail by myself and singing out loud to a Rush song and I see a guy about ten feet behind me. At first I was embarrassed because I was singing but it was very uncomfortable w someone behind you on a quiet trail.  I let him catch up and he was overly chatty. We got to the top and he went to the restroom.  I promptly picked up my pace on the downslope to escape him.  About five minutes later he mysteriously pops in front of me on the trail!  Says he's sort of lost.  I txt my gf that if I'm dead I was murdered on the trail.  :sick:  He then was behind me again and I was really uncomfortable. I chatted w him to try and get a better read on the situation.  I mentioned my fiancé and he asked " boy or girl". I answered boy.  I asked if he was in a relationship.  He mentioned he was a closeted gay Indian man and found it very hard to meet people  I kept chatting w him for about a mile until we got to a parking lot.  I stayed side by side w him and really wouldn't have been surprised if he attacked me. I say this because he kept asking me the same questions over and over which made me think he was either not all there or going through benzo withdrawal :laugh:  it was really a bad experience but I am a big guy so I usually scare people instead of them scaring me.  In hindsight, he probably asked me if I was a cop to make sure I wouldn't arrest him if we went to the bathroom.  Oh my!

 

 

Wait a minute...is this my Benzo brain? You said you were in a relationship with a boy. What's up with that? He was just probably just lonely. Glad to hear you are safe and sound :).

 

oops :D  I said a girl three times...he kept asking me maybe thinking i'd have a freudian slip like my typing did :crazy:

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I just finished a heavy weight workout.  It has been so long since I really pushed my body that hard with weights.  It felt good but I did feel a bit wonky right after.  Back to baseline of feeling good now and I am sure I will be sore as shit tomorrow or the next day.  Just felt good to say fuck it to the benzo beast.  Still have a long way to go but another milestone in the books :thumbsup: 
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Good job Drew! I lifted some light weights today myself, and it felt good-- and yes I'm anticipating some pain, I already feel stiff..
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Good job Drew!!!

 

I have been pushing myself to hard. Working my ass off full time, taking care of my home and family all the while having dreams of doing a 50 mile charity ride to raisse money for Cancer research :'(.

 

So fucking tired. I need to scale it back :tickedoff:.

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I have been totally slacking posting on this group. I am still running a shit ton, but I also tried Bikram Yoga for the first time this week. In the past I have hated all the yoga classes, but I actually really enjoyed it. It was 90 minutes long in a very hot room, but for some reason I really liked it. Anyone else try it?
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Nothing scarier for me to spend 90 minutes in a hot room doing yoga :sick:  the thougth of it makes me cringe because I don't do well in the heat right now.
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Nothing scarier for me to spend 90 minutes in a hot room doing yoga :sick:  the thougth of it makes me cringe because I don't do well in the heat right now.

 

I know I know, I thought the same thing before doing it!

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Nothing scarier for me to spend 90 minutes in a hot room doing yoga :sick:  the thougth of it makes me cringe because I don't do well in the heat right now.

 

I know I know, I thought the same thing before doing it!

 

 

How many miles to you run? That's great that you can do that.

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I' taking a couple days off the Mountain Bike and am sad because it's so beautiful out and the trails are awesome.

 

Since I have been doing better I think that when I feel bad I can just go out and mow through it or it's all in my head.

 

I was wrong.

 

Hope everyone has a Fab. Day!

 

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Yeah mouse...I have tried that attitude of mind over symptoms and failed too :P  On those days I struggle with just a gentle walk.
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Yeah mouse...I have tried that attitude of mind over symptoms and failed too :P  On those days I struggle with just a gentle walk.

 

 

 

It's hard for me to do that in anything in my life. I will take your advice and stop and smell the roses. I have realized that we I don't over train I actually get stronger.

 

You are training smart and are doing great :).

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Nothing scarier for me to spend 90 minutes in a hot room doing yoga :sick:  the thougth of it makes me cringe because I don't do well in the heat right now.

 

I know I know, I thought the same thing before doing it!

 

 

How many miles to you run? That's great that you can do that.

 

Thanks mouse. I run 6 days a week, but my longest run is 4 miles right now. I hope to eventually build it up to longer distances :)

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Hi all,

 

When I exercise I purposely rev up my CNS and push it a bit.  I'm in a bit of agony for a short time but feel good afterwards.  I feel for me revving up the CNS seems to help me.

 

My muscles are vibrating less the more I workout.  I don't condone revving up your CNS but it seems to work for me.

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Just ran 4 miles in 80 degrees with 86% humidity and sweat so much I think my clothes weigh more than I do! 
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Nothing scarier for me to spend 90 minutes in a hot room doing yoga :sick:  the thougth of it makes me cringe because I don't do well in the heat right now.

 

I know I know, I thought the same thing before doing it!

 

 

How many miles to you run? That's great that you can do that.

 

Thanks mouse. I run 6 days a week, but my longest run is 4 miles right now. I hope to eventually build it up to longer distances :)

 

Nice. Do you do 1/2 or full marathons?

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