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When you come to Fear Boulevard, keep going...the 'Courage' is up ahead...if you turn around, you'll be on Cowardice Avenue...
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what am i doing right now? mmm im hoping for the rain to clear up :( i like to run in the mornings outside i think i'll just go to HEB (supermarket ) soon
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what am i doing right now? mmm im hoping for the rain to clear up :( i like to run in the mornings outside i think i'll just go to HEB (supermarket ) soon

Nice art work Katie.  :laugh: :laugh: :smitten::-*

 

Joey

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okey, I'm on my lunch break...

I'm watching this trailer UNFRIENDED

 

 

will go to the cinema watch that shXX...

 

p.s. i was never into horror movies :crazy:

 

 

v

 

 

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Wow!!! They let you drink DP in the library? I don't suppose they have a vaping section...?

I, too, am apparently on the computer, which means my bony butt is sitting and my mind is not engaged in much more than a keyboard. Is Tucson getting warm...like too warm, yet? I have spent a May in Ajo, and April in Tucson...a miserable 4th of July week in Tucson...but the winters there are great!

So, I guess I'm: 1) sitting on my butt 2) on the computer 3) reminiscing about times gone by 4) wishing I was on the road, again...

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I've been spending the afternoon "sandwiching." I do something easy (watch TV, web around, etc.) then do something hard (go to exercise class, make two phone calls). It's been a rough day so I'm thankful what needed to get done is done.

 

I'm 52 y/o and 4.5 months already feels super long after 18 months of constant wd from repeated mistakes and coming off tons of meds. The lack of sleep is what's getting to me along with the anxiety, burning skin, paresthesias, etc. I'm both bored and tired, if you understand that. Too tired to do anything more exciting but tired doesn't lead to sleep.

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Oh and yes, I can drink soda in here because they know I won't spill it.

 

A well-trained staff is so hard to maintain...way to go, Lilly!!!

 

MTf, i got all excited with "sandwiching" and then realized it required effort... :laugh:

 

I, apparently, have been more and more involved in chasing threads on the forums, to where i'm skipping around like a two year old in a toy store...must need coffee...

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what am i doing now.. its 3 am im regretting the long nap i took this evening , i washed dishes earlier that took an hour set up mouse traps caught 1 mouse already  so i tried to do something usefull
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what am i doing now.. its 3 am im regretting the long nap i took this evening , i washed dishes earlier that took an hour set up mouse traps caught 1 mouse already  so i tried to do something usefull

Katie, You're always doing something useful.  :) You're a hard worker.  :thumbsup:

 

:)

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convincing myself to keep going and do not ending myself....

im in distress , can someone please talk to me

V, I just prayed for you. I hope you start to feel better soon.

 

Snowy

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Trying to wake up 3rd cup of coffee slept only 3 hours last night this is getting crazy and Vasillsa dig deep one day at a time just try and breathe ! ~ CD
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Trying to wake up 3rd cup of coffee slept only 3 hours last night this is getting crazy and Vasillsa dig deep one day at a time just try and breathe ! ~ CD

 

thanks

I'm trying...

i do not wanna see my girl growing with people

that will hurt her...

she was always complaining that this andony child of that careerist

is bothering her and hitting her...

 

plus i won't be able to live without my girl....

no one can replace my pain being away from my child....

 

 

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Trying to wake up 3rd cup of coffee slept only 3 hours last night this is getting crazy and Vasillsa dig deep one day at a time just try and breathe ! ~ CD

 

thanks

I'm trying...

i do not wanna see my girl growing with people

that will hurt her...

she was always complaining that this andony child of that careerist

is bothering her and hitting her...

 

plus i won't be able to live without my girl....

no one can replace my pain being away from my child....

vasillisa, you need to keep going i lost my youngest Son to cancer in 2007 you need to dig deep, it`s hard but you can do it ~ ~ CD
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Trying to wake up 3rd cup of coffee slept only 3 hours last night this is getting crazy and Vasillsa dig deep one day at a time just try and breathe ! ~ CD

 

thanks

I'm trying...

i do not wanna see my girl growing with people

that will hurt her...

she was always complaining that this andony child of that careerist

is bothering her and hitting her...

 

plus i won't be able to live without my girl....

no one can replace my pain being away from my child....

vasillisa, you need to keep going i lost my youngest Son to cancer in 2007 you need to dig deep, it`s hard but you can do it ~ ~ CD

 

 

CD, my heart goes to you... :smitten:

thanks  :smitten:

 

i just fell like this divorce is amplifying my despair and deep depression....

 

 

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Trying to wake up 3rd cup of coffee slept only 3 hours last night this is getting crazy and Vasillsa dig deep one day at a time just try and breathe ! ~ CD

 

thanks

I'm trying...

i do not wanna see my girl growing with people

that will hurt her...

she was always complaining that this andony child of that careerist

is bothering her and hitting her...

 

plus i won't be able to live without my girl....

no one can replace my pain being away from my child....

vasillisa, you need to keep going i lost my youngest Son to cancer in 2007 you need to dig deep, it`s hard but you can do it ~ ~ CD

 

 

CD, my heart goes to you... :smitten:

thanks  :smitten:

 

i just fell like this divorce is amplifying my despair and deep depression....

vas, of course it is amping things up it will never go away but will get Softer ~CD

 

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I'm tired of pain and hurt

from the moment i wake up till i go sleep.....pain pain pain

and my mornings are SCARY...i feel like I'm permanent hell resident

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I'm tired of pain and hurt

from the moment i wake up till i go sleep.....pain pain pain

and my mornings are SCARY...i feel like I'm permanent hell resident

vas, morning are allways the worst ! Any little stressor will make us all go crazy so try your best to get thru one day at a time and think on ways to improve your situation but do not over think things as we are all fragile and we overload ourselves ! We can`t fix everything over night only slowly and when we have enough mental strength to do it go slow my friend ! ~CD
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its so  damn slooooowwwww.....

not sure if i ever will feel a second of reality....

 

I'm tired....so tired

it so hard to fake normal

at work with this crushing depression..

 

plus I'm in constant paranoia with psych ward....

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checking out eurovision 2015 contestants....

well they again selected song to represent my country

that won't make in the top 10....

 

this one song didn't made to represent us....

i think

beat its better and women more crazy

compared to selected ones....

 

 

 

 

 

here

dudes that will go to Vienna

 

 

:crazy:

 

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