What are you doing right now?

[[Te...]]

As in beats the heats??? It's a cool scene? It's a huge fan club? It's registered? It's exhausting? It will blow you away? Air apparent? What I'm doing right now is blowing off some hot air... tex

[[Mo...]]

As in beats the heats??? It's a cool scene? It's a huge fan club? It's registered? It's exhausting? It will blow you away? Air apparent? What I'm doing right now is blowing off some hot air... tex

 

[[va...]]

well, i didn't have a mother daughter relations when i was teenager...

so GUESS WHAT< CATCHING UP ON THAT  :laugh:

 

my mom got 2 tickets for tonight to take me to the movies

movie WILD...

i read first line of review and then i was like:

@@@@@@@

its movie for me...

'heroin addict and divorced woman.....'

 

 

so yeah, going to have some fun with my mam :smitten:

[[li...]]

Texas and snoball: That escalated quickly! lmao

[[Te...]]

Not sure about snowman, but I like a fast ride and an untethered mind...which is probably good since my mind is really untethered right now...

[[sn...]]

As in beats the heats??? It's a cool scene? It's a huge fan club? It's registered? It's exhausting? It will blow you away? Air apparent? What I'm doing right now is blowing off some hot air... tex

Tex, you've got more wisdom than an old owl. Speaking of Whizdumb...Isn't that an oxymoron?

[[va...]]

I'm falling asleep...

01:00 am

shit,,,i wanna stay awake.... :idiot:

listen to more music and read some stuff on the net....

 

never happen before with 0-3 hours of sleep per night....

 

i guess its a progress :laugh:

 

v

[[li...]]

I hope you start getting more sleep, Vasilisa! When I start getting exhausted like that, I try to take advantage and lay down!

[[va...]]

hey thanks, i was getting lately 5 hours stable with no breaks!!!

from what i have seen,,,

its really AMAZING and I'm SO THANKFUL TO GOD !!!!

 

i have a few pics from manila that were uploaded on my MacBook Air

its may 2014

i was on 5 psych meds and they were changing it to bipolar meds

 

shit no wonder another less pretty woman careerist

seduced my idiot husband

 

i was plus 15 kg

i looked so scary...

no make up, stupid pony tail....

 

and on top walking zombie, i was so out of it...

was in constant state to catch that reality feeling through another additional poison....

 

 

how could poisons take me back to heaven....you stupid girl....

 

 

i was in mental horror thats why i didn't pay attention to all red flags of my betrayal....

 

such a bad luck that i was at my worst darkest times

when this woman was stealing my husband,,,

 

never mind...

we all live in a fairy tale that bad things happen only to others....

 

 

v

 

 

 

 

 

 

[[li...]]

Eating gross Pringles, listening to MJ, posting here...

[[Te...]]

Sittin in the moho, thinkin..."I'm here...the ice cream is in the store...over there..."...tex

[[ba...]]

its early 3:45 am , i just put some water on the stove to boil so i can use that water in crockpot to cook beans i want to make some for breakfast , refried beans , with small fried potato pieces with bacon served in a taco , thats moms favorite .

 

after i boil the water im going to wash some dishes and work on table i have in shop then i need to handwash pickup then try to fix 3 of my 7 computers that are out of commission

[[li...]]

Eating poptarts, waking up...being kinda bored in general by life

[[sn...]]

Drinking a protein shake after a good run. 

 

 

Snowy

[[li...]]

How far did you run?

[[sn...]]

Hi Lilly. Runkeeper said 3.8 miles. It sure helps alot. 

[[va...]]

reading posts on that poly drugged people board

 

 

so they also have this Positive quotes thread:

though times don't last...

do not give up....

be fearless....

 

 

[[ca...]]

Reading posts on here watching the rain fall and listing to

and yes drinking a cup of coffee so killin time i guess !

[[li...]]

Trying not to fall asleep, I hate w/d.

[[Te...]]

Trying not to fall asleep, I hate w/d.

 

Tryin TO fall asleep...HAW!  Yeah, I hate it, too...

Decaf coffee just don't do it...might as well drink the real stuff...

[[li...]]

Now I'm all silly awake...coffee can be really good in w/d or really, really bad. I drink a lot of soda, not that I advise it to anyone who doesn't know how it'll react with 'em!

 

I'm watching Everybody Hates Chris on youtube...like I have been for about a week

[[Te...]]

Morning time...coffee GOOD...

Just drank my first cup, going for the second...ate a pb sandwich, and one cheeto(bad idea)...

Have Dr Pepper, will travel?

[[li...]]

That's a really gross combination, coffee, pb and a cheeto? Eww lol

 

That cracked me up, have Dr pepper will travel. The lady at Circle K was teasing me this morning because I was so tired buying Dr Pepper I made no sense. I also made no sense just typing this 3 times in a row hahaha

[[ba...]]

what am i doing right now ? i usually run in the mornings around this time (7:20am) my yard needs mowing so im gong to just use the push mower instead of riding mower its great exercise pushin that thing an hour the time it takes to finish !

[Guest [yo...]]

I'm trying to remember where the courage cafe is right now..

 

I don't understand why I can't find it...