What are you doing right now?

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yumm sounds nice in a year or 2 when i start drinking lightly again i might get some milwaukee's best too that was one of my first beers i had when i started drinking except ill buy the red label

 

hmm what im doing now im waiting for the hardware store to open at 10am to buy some bolts to instal new bumper on new riding mower just one of the bolts it came with dont work since its a universal bumper i need to get 2 more for each side im limited on tools too since most of them are at the ranch 

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crying

 

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never mind i won't post anymore.....

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You simply must, mom....Bets

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we all cry with you, eva :'(

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we all cry with you, eva :'(

 

 

 

he is ignoring me on Skype,,,,i think soon i won't talk to Esther on Skype at all......

 

i've had so much pain in this life......

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Have my first cold in w/d and benzo use. Not fun but doing what I usually do and playing the distraction game

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Watching the Patriot Victory Parade in Boston...

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Watching Frozen...Esther loves this cartoon...

I love song

Let it go....

 

Guys I ate so much today.....

All traditional Lithuanian food....

I missed it....

Now im so full.....

[[Te...]]

Good for you, Eva!!!!! 

 

[[Te...]]

So, after a 20day+- interlude, I'm still playing on BB, still thinking about times to come, AND PLANNING ON CELEBRATING TWO YEARS, TOMORROW!!!!!! 2/23/13 detox etoh and c/t ambien...MOMMA TAKE THE WHEEL, I'M DRIVEN TO DISTRACTION!!!

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Congratulations on your two-year mark!

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once upon a time ...

you dressed so fine girl...

i was buying chanel perfume for 150 $ and cloths from classy brands shops...

nowadays I'm getting perfume for 10 $ and getting second hand cloths  :laugh:

 

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My new threads, besides this forums, are all from the thrift stores...well, 'cept for the underthings...those have to be new, and you probably didn't need to know that

Hawaiian shirts, scrub pants with lotsa pockets, sandals, Gilligan hat...I'm good.

But as for right now??? I'm settin in bed, thinkin cheeses cubes and crackers...

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Tex...That cheese and cracker combo sounds pretty damn good. 

 

Just got back. Ran 4 miles. I feel pretty good. 

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Waiting to get soup when they come around and give it out, getting bored trying to watch Public Enemies.

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Waiting to get soup when they come around and give it out, getting bored trying to watch Public Enemies.

 

Hi lilly, I've been reading your posts for quite some time now.

I take my hat off to you , strong girl you are, wish you all the luck

in the world to have a happy, healthy, secure life......in the near future.

you deserve it for sure ! take care.

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Aww thanks Morreweg! Don't be shy, you can post on my blog, lol.

 

I didn't know so many people read by blog, I feel all flattered

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Aww thanks Morreweg! Don't be shy, you can post on my blog, lol.

 

I didn't know so many people read by blog, I feel all flattered

 

Not easy lilly, most of the time I have a lump in my throat.....

can't find the right words. I just check every day , scared at times

in case something happened to you.

 

But I've been sending you good vibes and strength across the ocean every day....

in the hope they will get there, take care.

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I'm trying to keep my head up today...was an awful night, turning into a crappy day...so I'll be sitting here most of the day. 

 

Back to the original post, I am listening to the BAD album, itching, and trying to stay calm.

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I am ashamed to say I am listening to Rock Me Amadeus. And enjoying it. lmao

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Nothing to be ashamed about...i'm listening to the air conditioner, and the beat just escapes me

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We should start a corny joke thread 

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We should start a corny joke thread 

Sounds like a plan Stan. 

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Nothing to be ashamed about...i'm listening to the air conditioner, and the beat just escapes me

Tex, you'd be surprised how many people buy air conditioners, just for the beats.