my secret w/d chant from music that helped me through...

[[Jo...]]

I am, 

I will

So no

longer

will I

Lay down,

play dead

Play your doe

In the headlights locked down And terrified

Your deer in the headlights

Shot down and horrified

when push comes to pull comes to shove

Comes to step around this

Self-destructive dance that never would've ended  TILL I .....ROSE..... I..... ROARED A LOUD.... HERE... I ...... WILL I AM.....

I AM... I WILL ... SO NO... LONGER.... WILL I .... LAY DOWN... PLAY DEAD... PLAY THIS... BEAT DOWN... GUNSHY... MARTYR.... PITIFUL..... I ROSE.. I ROARED... I WILL..... I WILL........................... 

 

~a perfect circle... the rose~

[[Jo...]]

this seriously helped me..... a lot!

[Guest [Tu...]]

Singing in the shower again, are you?

 

 

Keep on keepin' on!

 

Tucson

 

Me as Day 23 of a c/t winds down: 

[[Jo...]]

haha, the best audiences