23 months out, no end in sight

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My brain has become so fragile that I cannot talk or think. My emotions are dead, I feel like I have no life. 

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@[Sc...] hi scaredcat me 2 I feel no joy and emotional numbness how long are u in withdrawal ? Btw u can message me of u want 

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2 hours ago, [[S...] said:

My brain has become so fragile that I cannot talk or think. My emotions are dead, I feel like I have no life. 

Mine too at my 30 month now.

Before I had an amazing period of 8 months.

I didn't expect a new 🌊 wave , I thought I'm healed. One doctor told me that our brains willl be very sensitive for a long periods of years, but there will be good days for sure.

You didn't experience some nice window period yet?

 

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@[I ...] I had a really good window for 2 months straight before this 

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6 hours ago, [[S...] said:

@[I ...] I had a really good window for 2 months straight before this 

Eh you see? That's amazing! That means that you'll have it again and even longer...

Something what I realised is that when other segments of our lifes are good and stable we are experiencing longer windows..I had it straight 8 months amazing where I was feeling as teenager who experience the beauty of the life for a first time, because I had very good job with amazing colleges, 0 stress at general and nice romantic and social life.

From a month ago I changed my job because of other reasons, we broke up with my partner, I don't see often my friends because of the season-I live in Greece and they are very busy now , and I got setback with expectation.

Something that is very important in this sensitive years for us is that the outside factors must be in a nice ambient in order we to feel better.

Isolation, loneliness and bad jobs are big problem for me and many people at general. We must to work on that.