6.5 weeks post 13 week usage. Need reassurance again.

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Anyone else experience similar short term usage and can share when they were free from symptoms?  I was on 2mg of Ativan for a total of 13 weeks (8x weeks on and 5 weeks of tapering). Last weekend I had a few day window but now back in a weeklong wave so far.  Symptoms aren’t as bad as prior to the last wave but I’m just tired of waiting. My Main symptoms now rotate from severe headaches and pressure to feeling floaty.  Insomnia has been mainly taken care of by 50mg of trazadone and 6 mg of melatonin. I sleep straight through from 10pm to 4am every night and then from 4 to 7 is on and off.