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I can't stop wondering if my thread is bad for my mental health, or if my mental health is bad for my thread.  ;D

 

Or is this thread even mine, at this point? :). Was it even really mine? Who am I???  :o

 

{Watches clock for his next Gabapentin dose  :-X} Is that med even helping or hurting me? I know nothing anymore  :brickwall:

 

{Mitigating misery through "dysfunctional" medicine  :-X}

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This one is for me, too:

 

The Chameleons - Caution

 

 

We have no future, we have no past

We're just drifting ghosts of glass

Brown sugar, ice in our veins

No pressure, no pain

 

Everybody looks the same to me

Rows and rows of faces on the balcony

I can hear them calling down to me

Come up here - set us free

Got sugar in our brains

Or a dagger in our hearts

 

This is not my home, no

Everyone's bought and sold

This is not my home

Everybody's walking round the dead and cold

 

One by one by one we disappear

Day after day and year after year

You are run about our wasted there

Nobody hears cause nobody cares

Put a dagger in my heart now

 

Cold here and I shudder and I shiver

I want to look twenty but I can't deliver

Pains in the heart

Ba-ba-bow-wow-wow

 

It's cold in here

Can you hear my teeth a-chatter

The time has come for all of us to scatter

Caution to the wind

Caution to the wind

Dagger in the heart

 

No

This is not my home, no

Everyone's bought and sold

This is not my home

Everybody's checking out the dead and cold

 

We have no future we have no past

We're just drifting ghosts of glass

Brown sugar, ice in our veins

No pressure, no pain

 

Nothing on earth could help me, no

 

 

 

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Summer of '89. Vacationing at my Grandmother's house. This song comes up on the radio. That was a pretty good year, all in all.

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I just discovered this thread, so I'm responding.  Hope you are doing okay, LorazepamFree.

 

Thanks for asking RxDamaged. Hope you are doing ok, as well :)

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Cool. I remember this song quite well for some reason:

 

 

Good tune. Has a New Order vibe. Fine Young Cannibals' "She Drives Me Crazy" and Enya's "Sail Away" are also stuck in my mind from '89.

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Well, the thread name change experiment was successful. I wasn't even aware that thread names could be changed. Was my mind so "bent", that I missed this simple idea?

 

Anyway, wish the OP in the feedback section changed the thread to "BenzoBuddies is good for your METAL health" :)

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Suppose this one is not really metal, but me likes the oppressive Goth/metal/ambient undertones. It's pretty soothing for the soul  :smitten:

 

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Adrian Borlan - Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division cover)

 

 

"Love Will Tear Us Apart"

 

When routine bites hard,

And ambitions are low,

And resentment rides high,

But emotions won't grow,

And we're changing our ways,

Taking different roads.

 

Then love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

Why is the bedroom so cold?

You've turned away on your side.

Is my timing that flawed?

Our respect runs so dry.

Yet there's still this appeal

That we've kept through our lives.

 

But love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

You cry out in your sleep,

All my failings exposed.

And there's a taste in my mouth,

As desperation takes hold.

Just that something so good

Just can't function no more.

 

But love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

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Adrian Borlan - Love Will Tear Us Apart (Joy Division cover)

 

 

"Love Will Tear Us Apart"

 

When routine bites hard,

And ambitions are low,

And resentment rides high,

But emotions won't grow,

And we're changing our ways,

Taking different roads.

 

Then love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

Why is the bedroom so cold?

You've turned away on your side.

Is my timing that flawed?

Our respect runs so dry.

Yet there's still this appeal

That we've kept through our lives.

 

But love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

You cry out in your sleep,

All my failings exposed.

And there's a taste in my mouth,

As desperation takes hold.

Just that something so good

Just can't function no more.

 

But love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

Love, love will tear us apart again.

 

 

This one wanna make me cry.  :-\

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What's up, benzogirl?

 

Soon coming back from a long vacation on St. Barth's. My X will be very surprised at the bill as he said he'd pay for it. So far, $10,000. My thank you Ted! lol.

 

This is where my friend and I are staying:

 

http://www.st-barths.com/lib/timthumb.php?w=260&h=195&zc=1&src=uploads%2Fbo%2Fthumbs%2Fedenisland-12.jpg

 

Looks like a slice of paradise!

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