RESPONSE TO YOBI LOG

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I’m leaving now.  I’m not giving up anything.  The last 11 months hurt too deep so I’m opting for permanent self-medication again.

 

I don’t recommend anyone else do this.  I know what I’m doing.

 

May you all stay forever young.

 

 

 

HI YOBI,

 

YOU CAME BACK HERE SAYING YOU WERE A RE*NEWED PERSON, AND YOU SURE SEEMED TO BE.

 

IN FACT, AND I QUOTE "I AM ME AGAIN"!

 

YOU HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO GET TO WHERE YOU ARE...WHY WOULD YOU STOP NOW?  I UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE BEEN HURT; HOWEVER, IF YOU NOW CHOOSE TO CONTINUE USING...IN THE LONG RUN WHO WILL THIS HURT THE MOST?  "YOU"! NOT THE PERSON WHO IS ALSO WORKING ON TRYING TO GET HER LIFE BACK TOGETHER.

 

WHY PUNISH YOURSELF?  AND, TRUTHFULLY...YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING, AND YOU CAN'T HANDLE THIS...NOT ALONE!

 

THIS DRUG OR DRUGS IN GENERAL REEK SUCH HAVOC ON OUR LIVES. THEY ARE CALLING TO YOU BECASUE THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN THE PAST...IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE YOUR FUTURE.

 

I KNOW YOU, AND YOU ARE STRONGER THAN THIS...YOUR JUST AT A LOW POINT (YOU SAID THAT YOURSELF).  LET THE BUDDIES AND ADMINS WHO CARE ABOUT YOUR WELL*BEING HELP YOU THRU THIS.  THAT IS WHAT YOU WOULD DO FOR US.

 

PLEASE DO NOT GO BACKWARDS J...

 

YOUR FLUTER FRIEND 

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Hey,

 

You seem to move quickly in your decisions. You may want to reconsider that in general; not necessarily with this, but something to think about. Not sure what you mean by "self medicate" in this circumstance, but I hope you are prudent. And, you know, many people continue to interact here in all stages of medication use, non-use, post-withdrawal, forward steps, backward steps, and so on.

 

Hope you keep hangin' out anyway. We never did figure out that universe thing!

 

 

Steve

 

PS - Glad you created this thread FB. My take is somewhat different.

 

[[Fl...]]

SUPER GLAD TO HEAR THAT YER BACK IN DAH HOWSE 

 

AS WELL AS, BACK ON TRACK :thumbsup:

 

I'M WAITING TO SEE HOW YOU AND STEVEVaRooSKIE FIGURE OUT THE UNIVERSE THING.

 

NOW HERE YA GO....TAKE THIS  AND ANOTHER ONE  JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT!

 

YOUR FLUTER FRIEND