SURVEY BB

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Thank you so much Island and Snow....

 

i woke up today knowing that today will be HARD DAY!!!!

 

i will try to survive....

its 3.50 pm now.....

 

it hurts really so much this all betrayal and shutting me down....

 

im so SO TIRED....since my first xanax tablet ,,,

there was so much pain and hurt.....

and still going on full force....

 

 

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so he is coming to that europe city for our divorce documents,,,,

and it happens that this coworker of his that women is now there for 6 months stay....

what a coincidence....

 

I STILL DIDNT CONFRONT HIM THAT I KNOW ABOUT HER...

SHOULD I TELL HIM THAT I KNOW,,,,

 

im so lost...

because he is accusing me alone for this divorce,,,

that its all my fault and so on....

so that i should die from my shame and remorses.....

 

 

 

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so he is coming to that europe city for our divorce documents,,,,

and it happens that this coworker of his that women is now there for 6 months stay....

what a coincidence....

 

I STILL DIDNT CONFRONT HIM THAT I KNOW ABOUT HER...

SHOULD I TELL HIM THAT I KNOW,,,,

 

im so lost...

because he is accusing me alone for this divorce,,,

that its all my fault and so on....

so that i should die from my shame and remorses.....

 

 

 

 

I will write to him now....

Im so ashamed to admit that I was so poly drives when I came to join him in Philippines

That I didmt notice anything between them...

I was so polydrugged....

He even made a comment in aeoroport

You were so drugged...your eyes were barely open and you

Were acting as if you were some doll not human...

 

Nice.....one

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Just sent:

 

Dont forget to mention to your atorney about Chantal

[[Be...]]

Do you have an attorney or is there anyone there who can guide you through the legal process?  Who can tell you what rights you have?

 

I think it would be very helpful for you so he doesn't roll all over you.

 

People will take total advantage of you since you have the psych med history.  Our own doctors will use that to discredit us.

 

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Thanks BB ...I will....

This man of my life and my rock still didmt reply ....

 

Let him...

I need to wake up ....

 

 

Its so ironic...

How life can turn from being paradise

Into a curse...

 

 

Its okey....

Someone has to live on that street too...

Im not first one a d not last one.....

 

 

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4 now.....

KIDDO dont worry aboute me...

I might talk about suicide...

But I would never will be able to execute it....

Its really not easy.....

There is something always that holds us back....

I guess this Hope is in our very DNA...

 

Like clinging to those that reject us.

Compasion

Inner strenght

Love for our children.....etc

 

 

 

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I know you've said you would never go through with it, but I want to give you one more reason not to: if all the polydrugging didn't kill you, that means someone's watching out for you and there's a reason for you to keep living.  You've got an angel watching over you.

 

As for your husband… what a stupid git.  If I could collect all the minutes and days and weeks and months I spent being heartbroken over some stupid man and do ANYTHING else with my time, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

 

The divorce can't be easy, but I can tell you with assurance that man is not worth your pain.  You're stronger and better than him… what you have survived would surely have crushed him.

 

About your girl… she will understand you someday.  Give her time and tell her you love her.

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I know you've said you would never go through with it, but I want to give you one more reason not to: if all the polydrugging didn't kill you, that means someone's watching out for you and there's a reason for you to keep living.  You've got an angel watching over you.

 

As for your husband… what a stupid git.  If I could collect all the minutes and days and weeks and months I spent being heartbroken over some stupid man and do ANYTHING else with my time, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

 

The divorce can't be easy, but I can tell you with assurance that man is not worth your pain.  You're stronger and better than him… what you have survived would surely have crushed him.

 

About your girl… she will understand you someday.  Give her time and tell her you love her.

 

 

 

Thanks....

Reallly...

Just was blaMing me for these past two years unhappiness of his...

And how im neglecting her....

Its so not fair...

And still refuses openly admit about his mistress

That had for almost a year....

 

I had a 30 min nap just now...feeling better...

Morning despair is lifting.....

 

Peace

Eva

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I know you've said you would never go through with it, but I want to give you one more reason not to: if all the polydrugging didn't kill you, that means someone's watching out for you and there's a reason for you to keep living.  You've got an angel watching over you.

 

As for your husband… what a stupid git.  If I could collect all the minutes and days and weeks and months I spent being heartbroken over some stupid man and do ANYTHING else with my time, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

 

The divorce can't be easy, but I can tell you with assurance that man is not worth your pain.  You're stronger and better than him… what you have survived would surely have crushed him.

 

About your girl… she will understand you someday.  Give her time and tell her you love her.

 

 

 

Thanks....

Reallly...

Just was blaMing me for these past two years unhappiness of his...

And how im neglecting her....

Its so not fair...

And still refuses openly admit about his mistress

That had for almost a year....

 

I had a 30 min nap just now...feeling better...

Morning despair is lifting.....

 

Peace

Eva

 

Glad you're feeling a little better, you really can't blame yourself for any of this. My parents are divorced and I'm really glad my mom failed both her suicide attempts and is still here with me. You are so important to your daughter even if it may not feel like it right now.

 

Edit: changed username in quote

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Thanks Island for sharing your story.....

I Wont quit.....

BB needs my success story.....

 

3 now....

Guys ..there will be soon 18 000

Members on BB....

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Check out my old pic....

I think im 4 here....

Checking out my old pictures....

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So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

[[Be...]]

So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

 

I don't know.

 

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So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

 

I don't know.

 

 

 

 

Thanks BB...

Im closing this account....

Takecare guys

Eva

[[Be...]]

So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

 

I don't know.

 

 

 

 

Thanks BB...

Im closing this account....

Takecare guys

Eva

 

Uhggg.  That's very disappointing.  I really hope I didn't say something to upset you.  That was certainly never my intention. 

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hey buddies can you tell me please if this is free ...

i wanna create my new email

 

https://login.yahoo.com/config/login

 

thanks

 

[Guest [Mi...]]

hey buddies can you tell me please if this is free ...

i wanna create my new email

 

https://login.yahoo.com/config/login

 

thanks

 

Hi. Yes. yahoo is free. I like gmail a bit better because it has less advertisements and from my own experience, gmail has better security.

 

But they are both free.

 

I hope you decide to stay with BB, but understand if you can't. Take care, Eva. 

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So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

 

I don't know.

 

 

 

Thanks BB...

Im closing this account....

Takecare guys

 

Eva

 

Uhggg.  That's very disappointing.  I really hope I didn't say something to upset you.  That was certainly never my intention. 

 

I wish Eva would reply to your post BeauBeau.....I can imagine how you feel.

 

From my point of view there was nothing offensive in your post.

 

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So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

 

I don't know.

 

 

 

Thanks BB...

Im closing this account....

Takecare guys

 

Eva

 

Uhggg.  That's very disappointing.  I really hope I didn't say something to upset you.  That was certainly never my intention. 

 

I wish Eva would reply to your post BeauBeau.....I can imagine how you feel.

 

From my point of view there was nothing offensive in your post.

 

hey Sorry BB....

im closing it because it connected to my husband email,,,and i can't anymore access it,,,

he might use my bb board notifications against me in our divorce case procedure....

he doesn't tell me anything...

just blames me for everything and tells that wants romance like in movies....

 

[[Mo...]]

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So if I dont play according his rules...

And he gets angry...

Can he pay psychs and drug me by force as a revenge....

Im starting to get paranoid....

Can some moderators chime in...

 

His rules??...or your legal rights?  What rights do you have legally in all this, Eva?  Under what countries jurisdiction is all this falling?

 

Anything is possible in love and war, but if there is no legal reason to have you

drugged I doubt that can happen.  Don't give him a reason.

 

You need to know your legal rights to protect yourself from him, and what your rights are surrounding your daughter.

 

Please seek council, you may have rights you don't know about.

I don't know.

 

 

 

Thanks BB...

Im closing this account....

Takecare guys

 

Eva

 

Uhggg.  That's very disappointing.  I really hope I didn't say something to upset you.  That was certainly never my intention. 

 

I wish Eva would reply to your post BeauBeau.....I can imagine how you feel.

 

From my point of view there was nothing offensive in your post.

 

hey Sorry BB....

im closing it because it connected to my husband email,,,and i can't anymore access

it,,,

he might use my bb board notifications against me in our divorce case procedure....

he doesn't tell me anything...

just blames me for everything and tells that wants romance like in movies....

 

Thanks for the clarification Eva.....I'm sure it will give BeauBeau

a piece of mind now.

 

Hope you can sort things out and we will see you again, take care.

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Hey Eva,

  You can still PM me whenever you need to or want to... :smitten:mike/tex

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just wonder...if you get notification about your pm in your email account...

you can't read your messaged there, you should access bb board ,my messages, folder?

 

:idiot:

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just wonder...of you get notification about your pm in your email account...

you can't read your it, you should access bb board ,my messages, folder?

 

:idiot:

 

I think once you closed your account ...

you won't get notification...

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just wonder...if you get notification about your pm in your email account...

you can't read your messaged there, you should access bb board ,my messages, folder?

 

:idiot:

 

If I'm understanding your question, you're asking whether you can read your pms in your email?  The answer is No, you always have to log on to BB and go to your Messages folder.  Is that what you're asking? 

 

Also, you can change your email address in your profile so the notifications no longer go to his account.

 

PS - The email notification also doesn't mention your user name.  So unless he already knows it, he's not going to learn it now.