Sexual activity

[[pe...]]

get out there and let your light shine!

 

PD, I LOVE THIS!

ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE ALL STRIVING FOR? 

THE ABILITY TO LET OUR LIGHTS SHINE!

HOW WONDERFUL...TO SHINE AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE!

 

BRILLIANT!

 

HUGS,

FLUTER

 

 

 

Awww...you're too sweet to me Fluter!    But I think it's definitely true...we are here to let our light shine...to share the unique gifts each of us has been given and speak our truth.  And to be an inspiration for others around us to do the same. 

 

Hugs, 

 

PD 

[[sn...]]

get out there and let your light shine!

 

PD, I LOVE THIS!

ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE ALL STRIVING FOR? 

THE ABILITY TO LET OUR LIGHTS SHINE!

HOW WONDERFUL...TO SHINE AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE!

 

BRILLIANT!

 

HUGS,

FLUTER

 

 

Hey Fluter...You forgot the song.    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uS3dtgdNo 

[[va...]]

here, some good sh****

 

 

 

night version of it  :laugh:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seS1kRonV-o&spfreload=10

 

[[no...]]

here, some good sh****

 

 

night version of it  :laugh:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seS1kRonV-o&spfreload=10

 

Followed by some rude shit!!!  :laugh: I Wanna See Your Peacock Cock Cock (Katy Perry) https://youtu.be/MBaslR1cYIM

 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

[[va...]]

yeah, very Cool...  NOVA 1:smitten: :smitten:

 

getting ready for that cinema

 

putting make up on my mom

 

my dad is not happy to stay alone home :laugh:

 

v

[[Fl...]]

get out there and let your light shine!

 

PD, I LOVE THIS!

ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE ALL STRIVING FOR? 

THE ABILITY TO LET OUR LIGHTS SHINE!

HOW WONDERFUL...TO SHINE AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE!

 

BRILLIANT!

 

HUGS,

FLUTER

 

 

Hey Fluter...You forgot the song.    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uS3dtgdNo 

HI SNOWY,

LOVE THIS S0NG! HOW'D YA KNOW

MAKES ME WANT TO DANCE....

YOUR FLUTER FRIEND

 

[[Fl...]]

here, some good sh****

 

 

night version of it  :laugh:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seS1kRonV-o&spfreload=10

 

Followed by some rude shit!!!  :laugh: I Wanna See Your Peacock Cock Cock (Katy Perry) https://youtu.be/MBaslR1cYIM

 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

 

OKAY NOVA,

I'M SURE NOT SHY....SO HERE YA GO...ARE YA READY FOR THIS....DON'T FORGET YOU ASKED FOR IT 

 

I'M BRAVE ENOUGH....HERE YA GO...A GLORIOUS IMAGE OF MY

 

[move]PEACOCK, COCK, COCK...MY PEACOCK, COCK, COCK[/move]

 

 

ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL 

 

FLUTER

[[pe...]]

get out there and let your light shine!

 

PD, I LOVE THIS!

ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE ALL STRIVING FOR? 

THE ABILITY TO LET OUR LIGHTS SHINE!

HOW WONDERFUL...TO SHINE AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE!

 

BRILLIANT!

 

HUGS,

FLUTER

 

 

Hey Fluter...You forgot the song.    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uS3dtgdNo 

 

Cute snowy!    I was expecting this song...

[[Fl...]]

get out there and let your light shine!

 

PD, I LOVE THIS!

ISN'T THAT WHAT WE ARE ALL STRIVING FOR? 

THE ABILITY TO LET OUR LIGHTS SHINE!

HOW WONDERFUL...TO SHINE AND BE ACCEPTED FOR WHO WE REALLY ARE!

 

BRILLIANT!

 

HUGS,

FLUTER

 

 

Hey Fluter...You forgot the song.    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2uS3dtgdNo 

 

Cute snowy!    I was expecting this song...

PD, WHAT A POWERFUL LITTLE SONG, AND WOW, THE VOICE BEHIND IT...REALLY MAKES THE SONG! 

GREAT PICK!

FLUTER LOVE

[[Te...]]

here, some good sh****

 

 

night version of it  :laugh:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seS1kRonV-o&spfreload=10

 

Followed by some rude shit!!!  :laugh: I Wanna See Your Peacock Cock Cock (Katy Perry) https://youtu.be/MBaslR1cYIM

 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

 

OKAY NOVA,

I'M SURE NOT SHY....SO HERE YA GO...ARE YA READY FOR THIS....DON'T FORGET YOU ASKED FOR IT 

 

I'M BRAVE ENOUGH....HERE YA GO...A GLORIOUS IMAGE OF ME

 

[move]PEACOCK, COCK, COCK...MY PEACOCK, COCK, COCK[/move]

 

 

ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL 

 

 

FLUTER

 

 

OH DEAR...COCKED AND READY? COCK A DOODLE DO? COCK ASIAN? COCK-A-MANIA? I COCKER IN THE ACT? COCK OF THE WALKER? FEATHER YOU THEN ME? Ok, i'll quit strutting...

Ya know, they're all peecocks... ,

[[sn...]]

Hi Fluter.  I know your personality.  That's how I knew. 

 

And PD  , That Odetta lady seems like a super lady...and can sing well. She is genuine, the real thing. Some people wear their heart on their sock...or is it sleeve? 

 

Take care kids. 

 

Snowy

[[va...]]

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[[cr...]]

Thank you all for the words of support and advice. Its hard to come by in my little world.

 

I almost 26 years old, PD. Still got plenty of time to swim through the mess of the dating world when I'm better 

 

With this girl I went on date with, I decided to not open up. It was too late. There was absolutely no chemistry on the date so saying "oh just so you know I'm in drug w/d from benzos, I'm not myself and its difficult to communicate face-to-face. That's why the date went bad" "So what are you doing tonight?". Its water under the bridge. Plus, I do have a lot to offer internally but the connection transmitting that to the world isn't there, YET. But I will definitely consider being honest next time I make a connection with a girl BEFORE the date.

 

 

HEY CR,

 

I HEAR YA ON THE BEING TORN PART....

MY MEMORY IS SHOT, AND I OFTEN HAVE THE MOST DIFFICULT TIME HAVING A SIMPLE CONVERSATION. I FEEL DENSE, AND I WILL END UP SAYING "OH NEVERMIND" OR "I TOTALLY FORGOT WHAT I WAS FIXING TO SAY". IT'S SO ANNOYING!

 

I WILL TELL YOU THIS.  I TRIED KEEPING MY BENZO USE AND TAPER A SECRET. I FELT SHAME, AND FELT THAT I WOULD BE JUDGED.  THAN ONE DAY ...I THOUGHT TO MYSELF...FLUTER WHAT THE HECK DO YOU HAVE TO FEEL SHAME ABOUT.  SO, I GOT REAL HONEST....I DISCLOSED WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME.  IT FELT FREEING, AND I WAS REALLY SURPRISED AT HOW OTHERS TOOK IT. THEY WERE SUPPORTIVE AND ACCEPTING.

 

NOW, WHEN I'M OUT, AND I GET IN THAT BENZO FRAME OF MIND...EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME.  IT HAS TAKEN SOME OF THE STRESS FACTOR OUT OF THE PICTURE.

 

WOULD IT MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER TO TELL THIS GIRL WHAT YOUR SITUATION IS?  LIKE YOU SAID...EVEN IF THE TWO OF YOU DIDN'T TXT AGAIN...WOULD YOU FEEL A SENSE OF RELIEF TELLING HER THE TRUTH?

 

MAYBE GOING FORWARD...BE HONEST ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON. IT KINDA TAKES THE ELEPHANT OUT OF THE ROOM.  SOMETIMES PEOPLE CAN SURPRISE YOU, AND BE MORE UNDERSTANDING THAN YOU THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE.

 

WISHING YOU ALL THINGS GOOD.  DON'T GIVE UP...YOUR STILL HEALING, AND YOUR WILLING TO PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE...WHICH IS MORE THAN ALOT OF US ARE ABLE TO DO.

 

KEEP THE FAITH CR...ONE DAY AT A TIME...YOUR GETTING THERE

 

YOUR FLUTER FRIEND 

 

P.S. I'LL BE CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT TEX HAS TO SAY. HE'S GOT SOME GREAT ADVICE!

[[no...]]

here, some good sh****

 

 

night version of it  :laugh:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seS1kRonV-o&spfreload=10

 

Followed by some rude shit!!!  :laugh: I Wanna See Your Peacock Cock Cock (Katy Perry) https://youtu.be/MBaslR1cYIM

 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

 

OKAY NOVA,

I'M SURE NOT SHY....SO HERE YA GO...ARE YA READY FOR THIS....DON'T FORGET YOU ASKED FOR IT 

 

I'M BRAVE ENOUGH....HERE YA GO...A GLORIOUS IMAGE OF ME

 

[move]PEACOCK, COCK, COCK...MY PEACOCK, COCK, COCK[/move]

 

 

ISN'T IT BEAUTIFUL 

 

 

FLUTER

 

 

OH DEAR...COCKED AND READY? COCK A DOODLE DO? COCK ASIAN? COCK-A-MANIA? I COCKER IN THE ACT? COCK OF THE WALKER? FEATHER YOU THEN ME? Ok, i'll quit strutting...

Ya know, they're all peecocks... ,

  :laugh: :laugh:

 

 

 

  I was just thinking about when I was having sex before the EX dumped me due to Tolerance. CT, Kindling  and Gwad knows what other hell symptoms,  I enjoyed sex and the sxs would go unnoticed during Intercourse.   But after my vagina entrance felt like it had been rubbed with sand paper then later the sxs would all rev up, and of course I never knew all the 9 year's of hell were all Benzo withdrawal in one shape or form. 

 

But it also led me to thinking he had herpes( which he never as tests confirmed) , never told me and thats why I was sore after sex? It was no help to our relationship which began just a month before the sxs were apparent that this 'Benzo lie'' turned me in to a paranoid screaming accusing Banshee either :tickedoff:

 

Nova xxxx  :smitten:

[[Te...]]

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I'm a thinking...you play TO a woman...not WITH her...and a woman responds...

Maybe not like ya wanted, but respond she does...

[[Te...]]

QUOTE:

Thank you all for the words of support and advice. Its hard to come by in my little world.

 

I almost 26 years old, PD. Still got plenty of time to swim through the mess of the dating world when I'm better 

 

With this girl I went on date with, I decided to not open up. It was too late. There was absolutely no chemistry on the date so saying "oh just so you know I'm in drug w/d from benzos, I'm not myself and its difficult to communicate face-to-face. That's why the date went bad" "So what are you doing tonight?". Its water under the bridge. Plus, I do have a lot to offer internally but the connection transmitting that to the world isn't there, YET. But I will definitely consider being honest next time I make a connection with a girl BEFORE the date.

UNQUOTE

 

CRYPTALHATTER,

  I'm really glad you brought your fears and concerns and honesty to the table...you managed to put your finger on something I think all of us want to make into an elephant in the room covered with a doily...interpersonal relationships are just plain hard to arrive at and maintain...but I do think that honesty is the way to go...it's the one true constant we have any control over...tex

 

 

[[pe...]]

I almost 26 years old, PD. Still got plenty of time to swim through the mess of the dating world when I'm better 

 

  I'm glad you recognize that.  You do have plenty of time.

[[no...]]

QUOTE:

Thank you all for the words of support and advice. Its hard to come by in my little world.

 

I almost 26 years old, PD. Still got plenty of time to swim through the mess of the dating world when I'm better 

 

 

 

Boy oh boy!! you are seriously right you got plenty of time, I'm twice your age and not counting myself out either Tex  In fact I'm planning to  be one big ole' sex freak when I'm good and ready!!! 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

[[Te...]]

QUOTE:

Thank you all for the words of support and advice. Its hard to come by in my little world.

 

I almost 26 years old, PD. Still got plenty of time to swim through the mess of the dating world when I'm better 

 

 

 

Boy oh boy!! you are seriously right you got plenty of time, I'm twice your age and not counting myself out either Tex  In fact I'm planning to  be one big ole' sex freak when I'm good and ready!!! 

 

Nova xxx  :smitten:

 

 

??? ??? ???

     

 

However, I do so appreciate the sentiment, Nova I 

[[va...]]

WARNING!!!

only female members can click on it 

 

 

http://www.quotepix.com/Madonna-Is-55-Her-Boyfriend-11169/order/top/tag/Funny

 

 

v

[[Mo...]]

WARNING!!!

only female members can click on it 

 

 

http://www.quotepix.com/Madonna-Is-55-Her-Boyfriend-11169/order/top/tag/Funny

 

 

v

 

good one.... :laugh:

[[va...]]

when i got my daughter,

i always was alone taking care of her

my husband was telling to me that he has to RELAX and go with his boys...

so every weekend he was going out with them

and coming late at night....

 

my parents told to me that I'm an idiot

he was seeing prostitutes in Geneva

because he was telling to me all the time

that all his friends were bragging about

B**** (his words) that they slept with.....

 

plus he always had american dollars like 800-1000

in cash on him in his valet....besides swiss francs....

 

 

 

i feel so STUPID

words can't describe it!!!!!!!

 

 

 

[[va...]]

there is this embarrassing story from my childhood

when i was 13 or so , i guess

 

i had a this best friend of mines from the same building

her father also was a shipman

that was going on the ships out side the post sovietic country

so he used to bring those soft charm pics

with naked women standing or sitting

nothing related to profanity , just nakedness,,,,

so she found it where her father was hiding....

 

so we took them cut out

because for us it was like cool

paper dolls

and we draw some nice princess dresses for them

were decorating them

:idiot:

 

 

 

silly girls...

 

so anyways

I'm meeting her today

for a coffee late

in some bar

 

and it will be my first coffee

since

 

2013 july :idiot:

[[no...]]

there is this embarrassing story from my childhood

when i was 13 or so , i guess

 

i had a this best friend of mines from the same building

her father also was a shipman

that was going on the ships out side the post sovietic country

so he used to bring those soft charm pics

with naked women standing or sitting

nothing related to profanity , just nakedness,,,,

so she found it where her father was hiding....

 

so we took them cut out

because for us it was like cool

paper dolls

and we draw some nice princess dresses for them

were decorating them :laugh:

:idiot:

 

 

 

silly girls...

 

so anyways

I'm meeting her today

for a coffee late

in some bar

 

and it will be my first coffee

since

 

2013 july :idiot:

 

 

:laugh: :laugh: :laugh: LMAO 

 

Nova XXX  :smitten:

[[no...]]

WARNING!!!

only female members can click on it 

 

 

http://www.quotepix.com/Madonna-Is-55-Her-Boyfriend-11169/order/top/tag/Funny

 

 

v

 

 

And this too Valissa    :laugh: :laugh:

 

Nova xxx  :smitten: