What do we do?

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What do we do when we don't even want to come to the computer and sit with our friends here in the misery?  What do we do when we would rather have our minds somewhere else but we are compelled to obsess here with the suffering?  What do we do when we are hateful and discouraged that we are raging, hollow, depressed, fearful again and we even hate those who are helping us?  What do we do when it is early and we have hours of this to go all day long and hoping for a window is just futile again.  What do we do when trying to sit on the volatile moods means trying not to just be hurtful, wrong, criminal?  What do we do when the thoughts are dark every day and we can't believe that it has come to this for so very long? What do we do when all efforts and distractions are futile?  What do we do? 

 

What do you all do?  Hope4us

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P.S.  What do we do when praying only brings more lonliness and despair?  What do you all do?  Hope4us

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I would really attempt to distract myself temporarily. Easier said then done I know. But find something that absorbs your interest if only for a little while... A movie, a walk..

A pet if you don't already have one.