Head feels like it has glue in it

[[ma...]]

Hi BBs,

 

The last two mornings I have woken up (from not much sleep) and then my brain is totally offline. The world doesn't look right, I am confused about what to do next - it feels broken in there.

 

As the day wears on, it seems like it "learns" what to do.

 

Can anybody relate? Right now I do not feel right - like I am senile. But I can type an email at least.

 

I am feeling afraid that I am permanently messed up.

 

M

[[pa...]]

  You are doing better than I was. I literally COULD NOT write an email! 

 

It's been 6 months since I've been off and everythign is coming back full force now.  I cannot believe how fast we can heal when I think about how bad I was.  I still have a little way to go but I am SOOO much better.

 

This is the hardest thing I think any of us ever have to do.  But you will make it.  There are so many of us on here - and we are just weathering the days and weeks and months together. 

 

I am here to tell you that this is NOT permanant. I am turning a big corner these days, and I was SO BAD 3 months ago. 

 

It looks like you are doing a great job of tapering.  That's really awesome.  You've got a great start. 

What you are feeling is COMPLETELY normal during withdrawal and recovery. 100%. You are right where you should be for what you are going through.

 

Others will be able to provide you advice as far as holding or continuing to taper. And they will probably be by shortly to give you ideas. If you have questions, PLEASE ask them.  We are all here to help and those who have healed or are ahead of you are a big help. This board is full of wonderful, compassionate people who want to see you do well. And do well you will!

You are going to make it through this and you will return to normal.

 

:)Parker