My head symptoms are killing me... How do we know they will stop?

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The derealization and brain fog are making this so hard for me. I'm in such a daze all the time. It feels like my brain is cracked open and incapable of working correctly. Today it's seems to be back to as bad as it ever gets. The last few days it's changed from feeling almost tolerable to unbearable, back and forth. It never completely goes away but there are moments where I'll feel like I'm making improvement, but it's always followed by hours or days where it feels like it's the worst it's ever been. I feel something wrong inside my head like it's numb. It just feels like it's never going to go away and I don't know how to deal with that.

 

My body keeps having weird fatigue, aches, and burning skin too. I can't right at all anymore. I feel like I can't keep fighting all this. It's too consuming and it's telling me and making me know I'm never going to get better. I can't even think well enough to post my complete thoughts on here. It's just a rant. How can I be this far gone and know I'm going to get better. It doesn't feel possible. I hate this and I don't want to fight a battle I cant win.

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It just feels like I'm brain damaged and stuck in a permanent bad acid trip. I honestly can't believe I'm dealing with this and having to continue suffering each day. It's not fair for someone to have to go through so much mental and physical pain without feeling that they are getting better or will ever get better. I'm so scared.

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I have to agree with you; it's completely unfair. How dare we go through all this agony when we were only taking something that we thought was helping us but, I guess that's the name of the game.

 

I'm so sorry you have to deal with derealization. It's one of the symptoms I hate the most and, every time it comes up, I tell myself, "This only withdrawal. What you're feeling is a byproduct of healing. It will go away," but, sometimes, I let it get the best of me. All I can do is just ride it out when it comes. Fighting it will only make the situation worse.

 

I do hope it goes away for you. If it has in the past, I'm sure it will again.

[[Me...]]

Yep... me too    Sux !!!