Need to vent --- slammed again.

[[ho...]]

This wave started to build a couple of days/nights ago and then this morning - slam. 

 

My anxiety is high; ears are ringing; feeling spacey; nauseous.  I'm an emotional wreck...I've been crying all day.  I am alone and in a panic because of it.

 

Everything today has been a huge effort.

 

I was hoping for some good progress in my healing this month 5 and now this wave hits and brings me down, down, down...

I know I'll get through this, I've gotten through worse. But this makes me feel so weak and vunerable.  I am trapped in this body and in this house.  This has impacted my husband so much.  I don't think he can take much more either.

 

I want my life back.  I need to have my life back.

 

[[ba...]]

I to got slammed. This week my physcial and mental symptoms Are over the top fear, ocd,dr/ dp, anxiety, I was not doing that great before this week all symptoms are more intense than they have ever been,  bando

[[mi...]]

Stay strong Hope!

 

I know how it feels, last 4 days where really bad for me but today it feels like its lifting.

 

They are getting shorter and know that you will see an improvement when this wave passes.

 

Unfortunately this is all part of our process. By the time you and I hit 5 months thing could get much better.

[[mo...]]

It is very disheartening when sx return. I completely understand. After a string of sx free days,  I had a bout of depression last weekend that knocked me on my butt!! But the next day I was okay. And then the day after that, even better. Mood wise, that is. Anxiety seems to be poking at me a bit this week. It's always something, isn't it?

 

Just know we are all here for you and know exactly how you feel.

 

It will get better.  We have to believe that.

[[mo...]]

Hey Milan187! Good to see you and hear you are doing relatively okay. Once again, sounds as if we are on similar rides!  Oh, Ativan, isn't she GREAT!!! 

[[os...]]

EVERY Goddamn time i read of those suffering and CT or rapid tapers are in the signatures.

 

I´m so sorry you feel bad again, it will pass.

 

Oscar

[[mi...]]

Lots of people are suffering far out and tapered for a long time although it always the best method to taper.

Some people can c/t without sxs but we are not those lucky ones.

 

Hey monyd, thing got a bit harder as I was doing better but I'm hopeful this 2 week or so wave is passing now....feels like it today

[[ho...]]

Thanks everyone --- I really appreciate the support.  (((HUGS))) to each of you.

 

Hubby is back home --- Thank God.  I can get through the rest of the day with less anxiety now.

 

I am exhausted from this day. 

 

 

 

[[an...]]

I know how u feel becuz I have been slammed for quite some time now. Ugh.  hope u feel better soon! Sngel