I don't know what to do...

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I feel like my symptoms may be from something other than benzos. I felt good for a little while...about a month, now I feel worse. I am so tired I can barely get through my work day. Literally, the fatigue is so bad I want to cry. I feel hopeless. No one understands. I feel a dizzy feeling. I don't know if I am feeling DP/DR but I feel so "out of it". I force myself to get through the day and it is so hard. I feel like I am going backwards instead of moving foward. I get bad stomach aches a lot which seem to make my fatigue worse and my anxiety bad as well. Sometimes I feel like I am just going to pass out. Also getting "jerks" where my body will just jerk itself for a second and it freaks me out. What is happening to me??? I feel like I am dying I am afraid to fall asleep at night, afraid that I won't wake up. Am I going crazy??

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I am new to all of this but i somedays go through the same thing!! I dont know what advice to give you becuse i am just learning but if you ever wanna talk i am here you coul pm me. I wull be thinking about you big hugs,, deep breaths

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Thank you Chance. It's just been so hard lately I want to just give up!!! I don't know what to do. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I don't know how the people who feel worse than I do push themselves through this. I just feel like something else is seriosuly wrong with me, even though I've had testing to prove otherwise. How many times will my doctor run tests before they just tell me that I am crazy and need to be put into a clinic? lol. Not that funny but you know. Thanks for your reply

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Hi sunKisd302, 

 

All that you are feeling is very normal, if there is such a thing as normal, when it come to withdrawals.  Fatigue, and having little or no energy is a very common complaint.  And it seems that the only people who do understand all this is someone who has been through it.

 

At one time I had the same fears as you have.  I did not want to sleep in my bed either, for fear I would not wake up.  You are not crazy.  This will all end one day, and just be a distant memory.

 

I wish you the best

 

pj