4 months

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Hey everyone

 

I have not visited the forum the last 2 weeks because I was honestly feeling good. I started seeing a bioenergy therapist and it may be helping and he is assuring me things are getting better. He told me everything just by looking at me, even that i took benzos, pretty crazy stuff.

 

Last few days have been kind of bad again but we'll see how things go. I'll try and stay positive even though I'm not the best right now. I kind of try and stay off the forums to keep distracted but I'll be around.

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What is a bioenergy therapist?

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Its healing with positive energy.. I don't know exactly how it works but I was diagnozed by this therapist by simple touches, found all my sxs and even asked if I used lorazepam (which is the exact benzo I used). This person for sure knew nothing about me. He is using his hands on spots he 'sees' are suffering. He puts his hands on my stomach and chest and I feel warmth. When he puts his hands on my forehead I feel electric shocks. Feels like its doing something. I know of many people this guy had cured from pain, ashma, addiction, even cancer.

 

Its very expensive but if it helps its worth every penny.

 

He sais its kind of like acupancture except he sees the spot instead of trying to poke it with a needle. Who knows, I'll keep everyone updated.

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Hi Milan,

I am so glad that you posted.  I've been wondering how you're doing.  Sorry that you've waved again.

If like so many this one should be shorter than the others and with less severe sx.  Please let me know if that is the case.

 

I'm still banking on us being all better by summer!! 

 

I've been feeling fairly normal the past two days.  I had a neat feeling in my brain the other evening - as if the lights came on.  I'm not celebrating yet as I know all too well what might/probably will happen; but am certainly enjoying this while its here.

 

I'm bioenergist sounds amazing.  So interesting that he was spot on about the ativan.  I wish you continued good healing with him. 

 

XOX 

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Hey hope,

 

Its always nice to see a reply from you again I'm sorry I wasn't on the forums much as I'm trying to keep my mind off of it all.

 

Yesterday I felt a wave hit me, bad night too and then today I'm back to doing better. This is so werid sometimes and I can see progress for sure. The waves are not as terrible as before but they always suck. In the last 2 weeks 1 terrible day isn't that bad. We'll see how things go.

 

Really sound like you are getting better too. I'm sure we'll be fine too.

The bio energy healing is the weirdest think I have ever experianced, maybe it is helping. We will see.

 

Talk to you soon hope

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Hope the bio energy healing will help you with a speedy recovery.

 

Happy healing.

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Yesterday I felt a wave hit me, bad night too and then today I'm back to doing better. This is so werid sometimes and I can see progress for sure. The waves are not as terrible as before but they always suck. In the last 2 weeks 1 terrible day isn't that bad. We'll see how things go.

 

Yeah!!!!  This is great news.  I wish you much healing and happiness!! 

As awful as it is to experience the waves, it is somewhat expected, so you know that it is part of the process and to be accepting of it and patient with it (as hard as that is!). 

I agree to stay off the boards is a good thing.  After learning what is normal in this process and stopping by to support folks, I'm finding it better to be away from it too.

 

My 25 yo daughter is in a relationship and told me the other day that she thinks he is the one!  They will be visiting us next weekend.  I've met him on Skype but this will be the first time in person....  So we may be planning a wedding soon too! 

 

Take good care of you. 

 

 

 

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hello Milan,

 

http://i1139.photobucket.com/albums/n556/smrmeadow/congratulations-3.gif on being four months benzo free. I think it's wonderful you're seeing the bioenergy therapist. He sounds wonderful. I'm working with someone as well that is doing energy work with me. I have been finding it very helpful. He also helps with how to stay in the moment and be positive.

 

I'm so proud of you. Sounds like you're making such wonderful progress.

 

Here's to continued healing,

 

Summer