anyone feel morbid all the time?

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This may be a touchy subject,but does anyone obsess about death and dying?  I even look at death scenes and pictures,I am feelin so morbid and it got much worse since wd. I am 40 months out and still having morbid dreams,thoughts and e.t.c this is a very stubborn long lasting sx for me.  Angel

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yes i had this sweetheart;  it was tough;  i would look at my dogs and think of them dying and could not handle it;  felt like death was so scary.  it is the benzo.  how are you doing toward getting off?

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Oh hello thanks for ur responce!  I have been off for quite some time,40 months to be exact,but I don't think I am 40 months out becouse I took lunesta at the beginng of my wd and continued to take it till 2010,to sleep. I had such a excrutiating wd that I thought for sure I was near death,and I do believe I was! My heart felt like it was literally going to stop!  I was on klonopin 16 years from 1991 up until 2008,when feb 2008 came along I got a call sayin that my doc wants me off by march 20th! I went crazy,I just knew I was really in for it,but I didn,t know that this wd would be 10 times worse than the last one I had several years back. So I asked the docter to please give me a longer taper than 1 month! So she decided to give me 2 months. Big f..kin deal!  I only made it to 7 weeks,and I beagan flippin out hullucinating,and each week I tapered it got worse and worse and worse until I completly broke down and lost my mind! That's when I knew I would never be the same again,and I am still not the same,I still have a lot of more stuff to get through and I don't know how I am goin to do it. I am so tired I can,t fight no more,I am 40 months out and as far as I am concerned,I was takin off against my will,and that makes people a lot worse becouse there not ready,I knew I would be sick for good this time.  Sorry I just had to vent.  Angel