I guess it's no more windows for WTBNA

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I'm getting worse, and I don't even get close to having windows anymore.  I hope someone on here who has had a similar experience finally got a great window after being tortured for a long time. 

 

I don't mean to be insensitive to anyone who has never had a window, but when they spoil you in early w/d, you kinda get used to them, ya know...

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I know what you  mean nothing  is predicable we never know know when we are going to be hit with a wave. Waves are the  worst yes  we do  enjoy the windows bando

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I know what you  mean nothing  is predicable we never know know when we are going to be hit with a wave. Waves are the  worst yes  we do  enjoy the windows bando

 

Yes, we definitely enjoy the windows.. so very much.  I just don't know why mine are stopping, as when earlier in w/d I had them relatively often. 

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Mine were just the opposite,  we all heal differently wishing you fast healing bando

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If I recall correctly, about 1-2 months after my taper I had 2 or 3 windows where I felt almost like my old self (I believe these lasted a few hours each).  Haven't had another window like that since, although my baseline condition slowly but surely has improved.  I've taken a step or two back over the past month, and hopefully I'm simply in a wave that will let up at some point.  I've read many stories of those who had minimal windows but slowly improved over time.  Things will get better for you.

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Same here...although a few symptoms seem to be leaving me (DR, cog fog, memory issues), I am being pounded by my worst symptoms (anger, fear, intrusive thoughts)...I feel worse than ever

 

Hopefully we will get a window soon...

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I went through a period of time between months 10-12 where my windows were very few and far between, But they always come back, and when they do they are longer and longer. Nowadays at close to 14 months they are averaging 7-10 days (not full windows but close enough) and the latest one has been with me for about 2 weeks.

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I went through a period of time between months 10-12 where my windows were very few and far between, But they always come back, and when they do they are longer and longer. Nowadays at close to 14 months they are averaging 7-10 days (not full windows but close enough) and the latest one has been with me for about 2 weeks.

 

That's great news, FloridaGuy.  I was doing much better in month 5 (though I was still suffering bad, but had some mini windows.)  My last real window was on November 23, which is why it seems that mine have stopped.  I've been getting progressively worse since February 5.  Terror and panic have came back, and were much better until this wave.. My visual DR is back, which left on Christmas.. I can't believe how bad this is.

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Hey Florida Guy,

 

    When you say that you are about 90% most days, does that mean when you are not having your windows?  Are you 100% during windows, and then 90% the rest of the time?

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Hey Florida Guy,

 

    When you say that you are about 90% most days, does that mean when you are not having your windows?  Are you 100% during windows, and then 90% the rest of the time?

 

That's a good question.