I am feeling really crazy this morning. This is worst it's been in a LONG time.

[[wy...]]

I'm just over 5 months. I am having all kinds of weird symptoms this morning. My neck is so stiff I can't stand it. I am getting weird tingling sensations all over my scalp, and I keep feeling waves of anxiety and like my blood pressure is raising. I have not experienced physical s/x like this in a couple months.

What the heck is going on??? Has anyone else had this?

 

I am freaking out.

[[wy...]]

Also, I am at work and I don't know if I can deal with this. I am scared. MY head is getting dizzy feeling and I feel like I am going to die.

[[ro...]]

I'm sorry, wylidas.  Hang in there, man.

[[Au...]]

I got hit with some bad waves at a few months out too.

I remember feeling so good, and then BAM, got so bad I was crying I was in so much pain... and not understanding why I had moved "backwards".

Hope the wave doesn't last long... but yes, it does happen

[[wy...]]

Thanks guys. It does seem to have evened out, but things are still off. I have such low energy. I am also having pretty intense negative thoughts.

 

It's weird because it feels like I am rapid cycling through ups and downs more quickly the last few days. One minute I feel great, then I feel bad. Then great, then bad. Up and down, over and over.

 

It feels like a car trying to start or something. It's completely weird.

[[re...]]

How's your sleep?

[[wy...]]

My sleep is ok. I sleep 7-9 hours every night, with varying degrees of restfulness.

Sometimes great, sometimes not.

[[re...]]

If you're sleep is good, everything's good. This wave is just some little thing healing, I'm sure, and it won't last long. People can be 90% healed and still get the odd wave. But if you're sleeping well, I think that means some profound healing has already happened. You're going to be ok.