God I hate this stiffness with inside pressure after 18m. Off?

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Hi folks I write when I can. I am in provoked from my neck injury Acute wave again.

Oh God I hate this stiffness with inside pressure.. How is possible stress to brings me back this whole body stiffness with huge inside pressure like I was in day 1 when I quit this fucking poison. I cant sleep again from painful stiffness with body pressure 24/7. Even my belly is swollen like basketball with air from inside pressure.

 

The sad thing folks is that I have to female friends whos quit Klonopin after 3-5 years of use.

The one of them after 4 years off still have waves with stiffnes and inside pressure, they are rare but stress brings to her these waves still.

The other is 10 years off and still stress brings to her waves with stiffnes and inside pressure. Last time she had stressing event and the next day she complaints to me from jaw and tongue stiffness. After 10years off lol.

 

I am fucked for life guys? I mean the both of these woman's are healed but still they have this after years.

 

I am  18 months in daily suffering from inside pressure and stiffness.... And every physical and emotional stress made everything ACUTE like I am CTing right now.

Probably Cant be healed from this!

And WhYyyyyy no one speaking about this.

Am I the only one here on this board with this?

 

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I get the stiffness and pressure too, though I am only 7 1/2 months out.  It's not constant for me.  Just during waves, and like you said, any time I have stress, or a lot of stress.  I honestly don't really know my limits and when or how to prevent another wave from starting.  Not sure I even can, actually.