Needing a buddy 2 help me through this.

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Hi!  I don't know what the rules r in requesting a buddy to help walk me through what I am going through.  I am just about at week 8 of being totally off all my psych meds and I am having a horrendous time.  My symptoms r:  chronic insomnia (no sleep 4 days and nights on end), burning, tingling, numbness, vibrations throughout body and head, adrenaline surges, heart palpitations, myoclonic jerks, dp/dr, blurry vision, hearing loss, burning brain, feeling like I will go insane or drop dead at any moment and the list goes on. 

 

Over the past three years I have come off:  Gabapentin and Zoplicone (2 years), Seroquel (9 months) and Remeron (8 weeks).  It would help me immensely if I could find someone who has come off the same or similar poisons successfully.  Is it possible 2 have a buddy that I can p.m. on a continual basis while finishing up this horrendous journey.  I am totally alone and am feeling terrified that I am going 2 end up in a psych ward for the rest of my life.  Today the symptoms r so intense I have praying all day and night for God 2 take me home. 

 

I have never know what it is like 2 feel loved or cared about and have suffered all forms of abuse over my lifetime.  I just don't know whether it is worth my continuing 2 fight 2 get better.  I don't want 2 die, I just have no one or nothing 2 live for here.  Please, if anyone is willing 2 b my buddy it would b greatly appreciated.  Thank you.

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Needhelp1 I would be honored to be your buddy.  Some of our history is similar. 

I'm so sorry you are suffering-this withdrawal is just a (desired word of choice).  I have had a rough day today and am usually more upbeat-I think.  But I know what it feels like to be abused and alone.