Clonazolam as a backup/dr being in humane

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Hi

 

Where I live the rule is that you can pick up your prescription every 28 days. This is the way my dr has been doing it for years. (Also every other dr here with controlled substances.)

 

I want to save those extras that you get if an emergency happened (my dr out of office for who knows what reason and no one in the office will help). My central burning traumatic issue is the fear of going off clonopin too quickly. It scared me and I don't want to tell the details. I just am so afraid of that. I want to taper slowly. 

 

Anyway, I am due to pick up my script on Monday the 21st. But the receptionist called back and said that my script couldn't be picked up until the 23rd. So it's the weekend and I missed that message until now and I'm in a very dark and worried place. I feel like on Monday when I call she may go ahead and send it because it is not an early fill.

 

I ordered clonazolam powder just now. I need to know that I'm not going to be ripped off benzos too quickly and experience unspeakable pain. The vendor I ordered from is in the us. Can anyone tell me where to order a backup Med like clonazolam.? I do not want to take it but just having the peace of mind that if something happened I wouldn't be dependent on a busy half way dr and receptionist who have no idea how much pain going off this Med quickly is like.

 

I need your help. I am reaching out in peace. I started this Med for postpartum anxiety uninformed about how long I should take it and now of course my dr suggests inpatient to get me off her back.

 

I would love to hear from others. Thank you