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2 rescue doses= 2 hardcore blackouts!


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Hi!

 

I'm on my 9th month off benzo's, doing ok, with some minor problems (mainly early morning awakenings, and toxic mornings).

 

I had to take a couple of rescue doses, because I had stressful meetings, and I was not able to sleep because of the anxiety.

 

But it turned to be the most weird experience in my life. I never had blackouts in my life, not in the withdrawal process....but aftee months of post withdrawal, it happenned this to me:

 

- I moved from my town to Barcelona for a couple of days, because I had to do some bueeaucratic stuff (going to the government taxes building, for pay my delayed taxes), and I stayed at my mom's, because she lives in Barcelona. The taxes recollection building it's outside Barcelona, u reach it by subway, and then take a taxi, or walk (throgh a motorway, just with the cars and trucks passing just a few cm's to your side), dangerous stuff...

So the night before I was so nervous, and I took a rescue dose for sleep, and being able to do the journey, and do my paperwork correctly. I sleeped correctly, and I started all the journey....

 

I only remember going outside the subway, and seeing all the persons double, a visual distortion. I called my mom on the phone and I explained to my mom the allucinations, and she said to me to go directly to the hospital. I said no, that I had to do the paperwork....

 

This was in the morning... Then blackout!

 

Suddenly I recover my sense of reality, walking at night on the side of the motorway, all dark and kms fae away from Barcelona. I was not sure if I had been to the taxes recollection building, and where I had been all the day.

 

I phoned a friend and he came to pick me with the car, he was scared of what happened to me. I went to his home for sleep, and the morning after, he came with me with the car, to the taxes recollection building.

 

Just when we arribed to the buildingI noticed that I had a ticket number(for the queue, for wait your turn) of the taxes recollection building, so obviously I was there the day before. Scary.

 

Once was my turn, the guy who attended me, told me that the day before was there, screaming and talking shit to the government workers, and that they had to call security guards, to bring me outside the building.

 

Then he told me that I spent quite a few hours outside the building, with some guys, guys known to be petty criminals, just laughing and insulting the pedestrians.

 

When he told me that, I inmediately opened my wallet, and et voilá!.....600 e missing.

 

 

 

A complete and hardcore blackout that turned bad, but I could appear worst, stabbed, run ovver by a car.... who knows

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I did that behind the wheel returning from Dallas, thank god no one was next to me as I dove for the shoulder. My eyes came back on as I slid to a stop. No reason, it felt like no blood to my head scary.
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