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I am back home since a week..

It is hard sometimes it feels like I am dying.

I have so much sxs that it is crazy!!!

I did one thing. My life depends on it.

I take a small amount of clonazepam only 0,25 mg each day to keep the worst sxs away. My dizziness was gone right away. My atakhasi is less.

I still have horrible anxiety...

But I am home and my identity is coming back.

I am not afraid of my husband anymore and it is like a pice of a puzzle is found...

I think I will restart my benzo again. I cant live like this...

 

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Hi Sundanceshaman,

 

So glad you are back home now and feeling better.  You have really been through hell these past few months.    "Only anxiety"  So often we hear these words and I say WTH, of course its anxiety!  But not the usual anxiety, but a chemically driven anxiety from hell that makes you feel tortured by your brain and nervous system and drives you to the edge. So you have reinstated.  This is a withdrawal forum and most often you will read a great deal of debate on the subject of reinstating, most of it of the "don't do it!" variety.  But sometimes it is necessary when the situation becomes critical and all quality of life is gone.  This is something only you can decide for yourself, but it sounds like you are there.  I hope you find relief.  Perhaps you can stabilize for a while and then put in place a slow and manageable taper afterwards.  I wish you well going forward.  Sending you many positive thoughts from across the Atlantic, thoughts for relief, hope and the strength for this difficult journey.

 

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She

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I feel for you.  what a horrible choice to have to make.  continue taking benzos which are absolute hell for your long term prognosis/health, or not be able to function on a daily basis.

 

I can't even imagine having to take benzos daily to function knowing that it will only prolong eventually coming off of them.  This coming from someone who only took them for a short amount of time and still had a hellish time!

 

I wish you the best!!

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Sun:I've been thinking about you. Wondering how you're doing.

So glad that you're feeling a bit better!

 

You've been through alot.

Sent you a Pm in Swedish. Can't spell or talk English at all, I can see that when I read my posts.

If you have to take a small dose of benzo just to function, don't see it as a failure.

But I know that you feel sick while on them.

 

Du kommer att bli bättre,  låt det ta sin tid vännen💕

/M

 

 

 

 

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