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Hello everyone!

 

Today I feel very bad and about to cry. As 11 months and couple weeks out, I thought I was doing better but I just realized and I'm not sure if I will be normal again. Going to Ikea with my fiance to purchase some cabinets for our home and I felt very useless because I could not help him much. We purchased the cabinet and it came in three pieces because we had to assemble them. While waiting for him to drive to the loading station, I was waiting for him with the three pieces woods and when I saw his car coming I wanted to push those so he didn't have to and I couldn't do it. I hurted my feet. I felt so useless!! Then next we went to Cotsco to buy some groceries and I was spaced out, I was confused, and full of intrusive thoughts, and was lost in my thoughts. We got the groceries and felt confused the whole time at Cotsco. Then went to the mall to buy some clothes and I didn't even remember where was the main entrance, looking people in the mall and the noises gave me severe headache and I was so disconnected to the people. walking a little and got tired already and I had to sit and he had to buy me some water. These kind of basic things anyone can do and I felt I can't do it. I used to do them fine before. I really don't know what happened to me now. We went to his dad's house to eat and my chest hurt a lot and I couldn't concentrate. I am very scared and disappointment thinking will I ever get my life back? I just want a normal life like anyone else. I don't know if that's too hard to ask. 

 

Success stories with many buddies heal at 1 year. But I am still suffering a lot at 11 months. I should not be comparing but this is extreme difficult.

 

I do not want to view anxiety as a bad thing because I know with normal anxiety we get a lot of things done. But this kind of anxiety in wd is just ridiculous and how can anyone have a normal like with this kind of anxiety in benzo.

 

I'm sorry for the negative post but today I think it's a bad day for me.  I really don't know when I will be healed.

 

Thanks for reading,

 

Tracy

 

 

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