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Am I just lazy?


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Yesterday I got out and cut the grass and felt bad. Today I have the don't wants. So much to do. Whoa is me.
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I feel so down. Anything I see depresses me. I wish I had someone to talk to. Nothing are no one to get motivated for. I just sit here and post. It feels like a big weight on top of me.
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Well you've already done more than I have in a year I bet lol. I am normally outside from morning to dark last two summers, nope and I am not seeing much being dif so far this summer.

 

K sucked the life out of me and I don't do shit all day.

 

You're not lazy I asked the same thing one day, you can't just change like that.. its the w/d. You will be back to normal one day just keep hanging on.

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Yes I was off the wave yesterday but I am back on it today. I have head pressure and my body feels like it's in a vacuum. I am so weak.  How can this be real. Its hard when your alone. I guess if I wasn't alone no one would understand. How does everyone get through this?
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To be honest no one wants to hear it. :(

 

You got that right TT!  Other people just wanna hear you say "I'm fine" when they ask.  Or just a sentence or two ending with "I'm fine!"  Start to tell them how you really are and they run away screaming.  Oh, not at that very minute, but they begin to avoid you like the plague.  I have learned the hard way to not talk about "the struggle"  Its why we have this forum, where we can come and vent and whine and be understood.  Frankly, its the only place I feel free to do that.

 

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Oh Toughtime, you are not lazy at all. You are in acute withdrawal. You should give yourself credit for every day you stay alive. Are you able to eat your meals? Make sure you eat your meals and try to take care of yourself...
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I am eating meals but probably not the right stuff. I'm sure the proper diet for benzo withdrawal is complicated and probably needs to be tailored for each in dividual person. Hell I couldn't be sain enough to take the time to shop. Right now I pick a time when dollar general is empty of people and run in and grab some stuff and run out. I don't know where to turn for guidance. The people here are good but are limited for good reasons as to how much they can help. You can't turn to a psyciatrist or psycologist or social worker. They just don't get it.
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